Wake Up

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There must be something wrong inside my head
When I can't even sleep in my own bed
It should be the place where I feel safest
It's a place where I'm now nameless
I'm staying up all night
Clenching my chest cause I couldn't fight
The sweat dripping off of my face
Why the hell do I feel so out of place
What's wrong with me
What's wrong with me
It's obviously not something you can plainly see

I WAKE UP WHEN I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS
I WAKE UP IN PANIC AND A BLOODY SCREAM
I DON'T WANNA GO TO SLEEP
IN FEAR THAT THEY'LL SEE ME WEAK
I WAKE UP AND I CAN'T BREATHE
I WAKE UP WISHING YOU DIDN'T LEAVE
I'M SITTING HERE DEBATING MY END
ALL BECAUSE YOU JUST CANT HANDLE BEING MORE THAN FRIENDS
YOU LIED TO ME WITH A SMILE AND SAD EYES
DID YOU EVEN CARE FOR EVERY TIME I CRIED

Anything is better than waking up knowing I've already fallen
Waking up to your puffy eyes now swollen
Drinking myself into a stupor
Laughing at my sadness turning into your humor
Take it away with a single push of the blade
Censor it out wake up in the shade
Please don't let me wake up until I see the other face
Don't charge head first it's not a race
Just wake up for me
You can be even more you'll see
Unlike that stupid but that I am
With all the stupid thoughts that I cram

WAKE UP AND SHOW ME THAT YOU CAN BE HAPPY
WAKE UP AND SAY THAT YOU DONT NEED ME
I need to hear it or I can't move on
I need to wake up before I make this song
Just for once wake the fuck up

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