WHY DO I STILL HEAR THEM IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD
THEY TELL ME SMILE SO MY EMOTIONS WONT BE READ
THEY CRAWLED OUT OF THE GRAVE
JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I COULD HAVE BEEN SAVED
I had a real smile
One that I couldn't muster up in a while
I can't take it anymore
I'm still at war
WITH MY BODY AND MIND
GETTING CUT UP ON THE INSIDE
REVERSE THESE TRAGIC WORDS
BUT WILL I EVER BE HEARD
I can't think of anything
Besides you and my writing
Even the alive ghosts still haunt me
You thought I can take it cause I can see
THEY STILL CRAWL OUT OF THE GRAVE EVERY DAMN DAY
THEY STALK ME ALL THE WAY
HAUNTED BY MY GHOSTS
I WAS THE ONE THEY CHOSE
And now that's two days of going to sleep with a dying heart
If that's how I will end then how did I start
I can't sleep with all this hatred
All that bloodlust I used to have isn't sated
But I'll hold of from my tally marks just for you
Because I know I know I have to stay true
I gave you my word and I'll give you my phrase
If we fall I'll pull us back up even if we're in a daze
WHY DO I STILL HEAR THEM IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD
CRYING CRYING OUT FOR THIS SMILE TO BE DEAD
I WONT LET IT GO AGAIN
IF I DO IT'LL BE MY END
BUT WITH YOU I CAN STILL BE HERE
THROUGH PAIN ANGER AND FEAR
I need you to tell me it'll be okay
Because we can always find a way
Within me they crawl out of the grave
I'll push them back because I have something to save
