Behind Closed Doors

Flash back

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When he started he kissed me and I liked it at first. But then he started to get aggressive with it, i started to pull myself away from him but he wouldn't let me. He then creased his tongue along the bottom of my lips and I didn't open my mouth. He knew he wanted to slide his tongue down my throat. So to get me to open my mouth he slide the sleeves of my tank top.

He got off of my lips any looked me in the eyes and slowly lowered his body down to my boobs and then he licked my nipples. But I had no reaction so then he started to suck them as if he was a baby, still no reaction. But this didn't amuse him so he bit down on my right nipple.

I opened my mouth and he rushed and shoved his tongue down and wrestled with mine until I pulled away. He then got pissed.

"Bitch, I know you want me to love you," Ben had said pissed as hell.

"I need some air," I said covering up my disgusted face.

Then Ben wrapped his arm around my waist and breathed in my face and I could definitely smell the alcohol on his breath and said "you know I love it when you growl at me" He smiled so big it looked like he was going to crack his lips off of his face.

Then I walked outside and stayed there for awhile the only reason I didn't go and run away being I had no where TO run at the time. And besides I was in MY house.

I returned inside only to see the lust in Bens eyes grow bigger i look down and realized my skirt was up a little and you could see my thong. (Bad day by the way but it was the only under I had left because my mom was using mine [ewww] don't want those back) I pushed it down but not quick enough. Ben came at me like he hadn't seen a girl in ages

It took all of my might not to kill him considering her wasnt very strong but i just punched his stomach... hard enough to kill a strong football player.

He looked at me with hatred in those eyes of his, and I knew I would have to watch my back for a while.

"You stupid bitch," Yup Ben was defiantly going to try and get me back, key word 'TRY'.

He left the house not saying any other words. As soon as I was sure he would be down the street I locked the door. Good thing mom had her keys. (even tho it was Friday so she would probably be at a bar drunk and then find some guy to go have sex with.)

But I wasn't tired so I decided I would go on the internet, after putting on some good music (bring me the horizon) I logged onto my tumblr and decided to blog. after about three hours I started to become tired so I logged off and made sure it didn't seem like I was on my laptop, even tho my mom didn't know how electronics work I knew she would find a way to ground me longer for being on it because I was already grounded for not having strait A's.

But why did she care? She was a high school drop out and can't even get a job. I guess she thinks I'm going to support her. ha that made me laugh, but I won't ever tell her that. She would get one of her boy-toys to beat the shit out of me, and exchange that for sex (like she does with practically everything).

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