Devin's pov
" Y/N ?.. ", I asked quietly.
She was packing all her things in a suitcase while ignoring me .
" Y-Y/N ", I called out a little louder.
" What Devin !? ", she responded clearly fustrated .
" Where are you gonna go ? ", I asked sheepishly .
" I don't know Devin . All I know is I can't be with you . ", she said without looking away from the suitcase .
" What do you mean you can't be with me ? What did I do wrong !? " , I asked desperately .
" You're going on tour Devin ! You're leaving me here and going out who knows where for who knows how long ! Our relationship won't survive that ! " , she yelled trying to explain .
I didn't know what to say or do , so I just stood there looking at her . Tears began to fall from my eyes .
" I love you De - "
" Then why are you doing this !? Why are you walking out on us !? " , I cut her off , needing an answer .
This time she was the one staring at me with tears in her eyes .
" I can't risk getting my heart broken by someone who isn't here . You'll be out meeting thousands of fans and performing hundreds of concerts , but it'll be just you because I won't be there . " , she began explaining .
" Then just come with me . Please ... ", I begged her .
" I can't just drop everything and put my life on hold while I follow you around watching you live yours . " , she said walking closer to me with the suitcase .
" I'll always love you Devin . That won't change , so until you come back ... I'll be here . When you come back we can meet and see if what we have is still there ... and if it is . We'll pick up there , but until then this is .. Goodbye "
With that she kissed my cheek and walked out of our house , and out of my life ..
// Author's note :
Alright so here is my first update in a while and it is complete sh.it . Wow . I started this the day I stopped writing so I tried picking up on it and ummm yeeaahhh ... the main point was to make it a sad break up but I suck so sorry . I hope I get better 😛 .
