TOXIC LOVE

Four| First meeting

When I see the message my eyes shine and an ice cold runs through my body. Was it possible? Is this could be the sexy guy from the club? I stay thinking in all the possibles coincidences but there is none. Then I sit in a chair and the porche is still alone so I answer the text message.

ME 12: 30 a.m// Who is this?//

I just answered and appears typing...

HIM 12:32 // The guy who borrowed your cell phone at the night club//

ME 12:35// How did you get my number? //

HIM 12:40 // With your cell phone I called mine and your number was registered //

ME 12:45 // Do I have to be scare or impressed? //

HIM 12:47 // Impressed //

ME 12:50 // Well, I am //

Typing...

HIM 12:52 // What will you do today? //

When I see the message my heart jumps and I try to keep breathing. What is this? I question myself over and over again.

ME 12:55 // Study //

I realize it is already monday and I should wake up early so I feel a knot in the stomach and think about the black bags I will have under my eyes.

HIM 1:00 a.m // Where? //

ME 1:02 // Maryland's college //

HIM 1:03 // I'll pass for you at four, I'll be at the main entrance //

ME 1:05 // Wait // 

I wait until  seeing 'typing' but nothing appears and he's not online anymore. I feel confused and strange. What was this guy thinking? Was he talking serious? And if it was, I could not hang out with him, I did not know him, not even his name. I go to check his profile photo but he has not one, then I check his status and appears available. There is nothing that helps me to understand who is this mysterious man.

Finally I say goodbye to my parents and drive to my apartment in Washington while it's dawning and sun comes through the car's window. It's five a.m. when I arrive to home and I try to sleep one hour because classes start at eight but my anxiety does not allow me to close my eyes. I stay in bed until my alarm sounds. 

I wash my hair and put some black cothes on, then go to the kitchen and make some breakfast. I prepare some toasts with kiwi and eggs whites. I call to uber because I'm so tired for driving so I take my bag with a scarf because in the T.v says it's going to be cold and windy today.

During the route to college I try to organize my mind and my thoughts because they are killing me in way of knifes. Respect to the meeting with this guy, one part of me says 'go foward' the other one says 'get back' and I still don't know which one I must to listen. I finally arrive to college and meet Ariana and Michael then we go to the first class together. 

"You left the meeting without saying goodbye" Michael tells me when I'm preparing my books for the class.

"I felt tired to say good bye " I say

" Even me? "

"Especially you" I laugh

"You were beautiful yesterday" He added

"Shh.. Michael the class is going to start"

He puts his gaze to the board and I take my pen ready to write anything important. Today class is a cathedra where there is a proffesor teaching for almost one hundred people and it's a little difficult to being concentrated with a big crowd, so I lose concentration fastly and start to check my phone, waiting for some message from this guy.