Loving The Crossdresser. Bxb

Chapter 1

Have you ever wondered how it would feel if you died? I stood in the bathroom mirror thinking it over.

I can't take my life father needed me he keeps me safe from the world, my naive blue dull eyes looked back at me.

I ran my hands over my bruised thin and frail body, a frown made its way on my face.

If you take a closer look at me you would think I'm starving myself, I traced the outside of my rib.

I mean I'm not bad looking, I have long white hair, blue big eyes, pale skin, 5'2 and a feminine body.

I got all my looks from my mother, my father is the complete opposite he has black hair, dark brown eyes, 6'2 and buff with a tan.

I sighed and hopped in the shower with the thoughts of my parents in mind. After awhile in the shower my fingers turned into prunes I jumped out.

I dried off and put on my pink pj's, I picked my clothes up and walked into the wash room to start a load.

I rushed into the kitchen to fix dinner, I glanced at the kitchen clock and gasped it was 8 and dinner wasn't on the table.

Dad wanted dinner on the table before he got home from work, he's a big time lawyer and got off at 8.

I'm just going to have to warm up leftovers and hope he won't complain.

As I put his plate on the table the front door slammed shut causing me to jump out of my skin. "I'm home!" my father shouted as he walked into the kitchen.

He pecked my cheek and I trembled, "So what have you made for dinner?" He ask sitting down looking at his plate.

"I-i Ww-ar-m-e-e-d U-u-p le-f-f-t-o-Oo-v-e-r-r-s." I stuttered out, he looked up at me with cold hard eyes. "What have I told you about stuttering?" I whimpered in fear, "I'm sorry." I stretched the words out trying not to stutter so I won't get punished.

"Come and sit on my lap." He says smiling, I quickly walked over to him terrified of what he might do.

I sat on his lap, "Since you have disobeyed me by stuttering Ethan you will not have dinner tonight." I nodded my head happy its not a bad punishment.

He runs his finger through my hair, he pushed me off his lap onto the floor causing my eyes to water from pain.

"Thank you for dinner." He says bending down to kiss my forehead, "You welcome dad." I say stretching out my words, "After you clean the kitchen come to my room so we can have father and son time. Would you like that?"

I looked up at him with a full blown grin and nodded eagerly. He smiled and walked out the kitchen, I stumbled up with numb legs and started cleaning.

My father might punish me but its for a reason and its my fault I have to learn. My father just scared I might leave like mother did, I would never leave father is my world the only person I need.

I frowned as I repeat the words my father have always told me, but why do I feel like I'm missing out on something? I shook the negative thoughts away and finish cleaning.

I walked up the stairs to his room, "Knock knock!!" I knocked on his door with sweating hands, "Come in." He says on the other side of the door.

As I open the door dad was laying on the bed with a devious smile, I walked in the room and sat on the floor were I belonged. I can't sit on anything without permission, "What would you like to watch?" Dad ask, "Can we watch Jurassic World?" I ask in excitement.

"Sure." Dad laughed knowing i loved dinosaurs and put it on, as soon as it came on I was engrossed in it. "Come lay in the bed with me." Dad says biting on his lip pulling me out of the TV, I stumbled up and climbed in the bed, he pulled me into his arms.

I stiffen as he started running his finger through my white shoulder length hair, "Your beautiful just like your mother." He says kissing my neck causing me to shiver in disgust and took my shiver as pleasure and started biting on my neck painfully causing me to whimper.

Tears welled in my eyes, "P-p-l-e-a-a-s-e s-s-t-o-p." I stuttered out I slapped my hand across my mouth knowing he herd me stutter.

"What have I told you about stuttering?" I looked down waiting for my punishment that I deserved, "Take off your shirt and turn around." He says in a deep voice.

I pulled off my shirt and turned around on my stomach knowing what was about to happen. I laid their with tears in my eyes.

He whipped me 50 times, I knew if I cried he would double the amount, "Now get clean up and into bed, I'll take you to school tomorrow." He says kissing me on the cheek, I slowly stood up wincing in pain and went into the bathroom.

I pealed off my clothes and looked in the mirror at my new scars. Tears ran down my face, its my fault I shouldn't have stuttered!! I fiercely wiped the tears away and jumped in the shower cleaning the blood off my back.

I climbed out the shower and dries off, I carefully pulled on my other pink on PJs. I put my bloody clothes in the hamper for tomorrow to wash.

I climbed in the bed laying on my stomach, I drifted off to sleep with dinosaurs on my mind.