This is Love

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I continued walking home ,I got home as I seen Rocky's car in the driveway ,I took a huge sigh as I unlocked the door with the key as I walked in slowly shutting it behind me .

It was quiet ,I slowly walked  upstairs trying to not make a sound going to the closet in our shared bedroom ,Well now his bedroom.

I got my bag and Stuffed all of my clothes in it along with my Brush ,I stood up as I went into the bathroom,Rocky's clothes were on the floor as the shower was running .

I quietly grabbed my Straightener and Toothbrush before turning around ,shutting the door behind me .

I Zipped up my back as I began to walk over to the door with the bag around my shoulder . I heard the bathroom door open as I froze .

Why!!!?

"Babe?"I heard the voice of Rocky sounding quiet sad and happy . I didn't say anything ,I just walked out the bedroom going downstairs and going to the front door .

Rocky ran in front of the door ,With no shirt on as water came down his face ,His hair was still wet . "Move " I said as I sighed .

"You still mad at me ?" Rocky asked as I could hear the pain of sadness in his voice. "Well Yea !!!! What do you NOT understand that I caught you cheating on me AGAIN for like the Fourth time ?!  So Yea I'm VERY mad and I'm leaving ,So move the hell out of the way!!!" I said raising my voice .

He still didn't move ,I sighed frustrated as I grabbed his arm trying to move him ,He put his hands on my Cheek as I froze .

"Stay"He whispered softly looking me in the eyes ,"I'm tired of you Saying you 'Love me so damn Much ' and you turn around and Cheat on me ! Rocky I've gave you too many Chances also I've forgiven you for all the times you hurt me and I can't handle the pain and Your lies ...Rocky We're done "I explained Looking him in the eyes as well .

"But This time I'm telling the truth ,You know Katy ,and you know she's had a crush on me since I've met her ,She's even been trying to get with me even when I was single .

I don't want you to leave ,I'll miss you to much and I'm sorry "He Exclaimed.

I moved away from him "Yea sure your 'Sorry' "I chuckled . "I am Kortney why can't you FUCKIN TRUST ME FOR ONCE !! GOD DAMN ,I'VE ALWAYS TRUSTED YOU ON THINGS LIKE THIS !!!
BUT YOU'VE NEVER EVER TOLD ME ONCE THAT YOU TRUST ME !!!! AND YOU THINK I'M A SHITTY BOYFRIEND TO YOU!!? I'VE GAVE YOU SO MUCH ATTENTION, LOVE AND RESPECT .
THAT'S WHAT A TRUE BOYFRIENDS DO FOR THEIR GIRLS .

I'VE TRIED SO HARD ..BUT I GUESS I'VE NEVER MADE YOU HAPPY ,YOU CAN LEAVE IF YOU WANT I DON'T FUCKIN CARE ANYMORE , Before you leave lock the door behind you !" Rocky screamed as his face was read walking up the stairs.

I stood there as I slowly looked down before slowly opening the door ,I heard A loud crash "FUCK !!!!!" I heard Rocky scream .

I dropped my bag before running upstairs going into the bedroom ,Rocky was Throwing everything everywhere . He threw all of the covers and pillows off the bed .

He grabbed the lamp as He threw it against the wall shattering it to pieces ,He then Punched the wall as he left a whole in it .

"FUCK EVERYTHING !!!!! WHY CAN'T I JUST DIE !!!?? EVERYONE WILL BE SO HAPPY !! I'M WORTHLESS ,HORRIBLE ,DUMB ,I SHOULDN'T BE HERE !!! I'M NOTHING TO NO ONE!!!! I'M A BAD SINGER ,I HAVE NO TALENT ,I HORRIBLE AT WHAT I DO ,JUST ......UGHHH! I HATE MYSELF , I HATE MY LIFE !!!!!!!" Rocky screamed Throwing and Breaking more things in the room .

I don't think he knows I'm in here ,He slid his back against the wall out of breath "I've lost The love of my life "He cried hugging his knees burying his face .

I've never seen Rocky this way ,I felt a Tear come down my cheek Slowly ,I wiped it away quickly.

I do wanna forgive him but I just don't know if He'll cheat again . I looked up as Rocky was running his fingers through his hair as his face was still read .

Rocky looked at me as He stood up walking over to me fast Connecting his lips on mine putting his hands on my face as He continued to kiss me .

I didn't kiss back though ,I just stood there frozen as Rocky pulled away .
"I'm sorry baby ,I'm Sorry for everything ,I'm sorry , I'm sorry . You can leave if you want ,I gotta clean this up . "He said before walking away from me beginning to clean up the mess .

I sighed before picking up my bag as he stared at me with a hurt expression on his face and continued to clean .

I quietly lied my bag back down before helping Rocky clean up ,I threw away the broken pieces of the lap in the trash. I looked in the bathroom mirror as Rocky came in throwing away some stuff ,He stared at me through the mirror. "You look pretty "He said softly as he walked back out .

I slightly smiled as I walked over to my bag . "I'm not "I said looking at Rocky "Your not what?" He asked .

"I'm not leaving "I said clearly as I softly smiled ,Rocky's face grew a Slight smile on his face .

I walked over to him "Look, Rocky ...This doesn't mean I want you back ,I need a place to stay until tomorrow"I said Looking down .

"Come here ,Jokester "He laughed before kissing me putting his hands on my waist pulling me close .

I kissed back wrapping my arms around him Standing on my tiptoes.
He ran his hands down my waist towards my Butt 😏😅😜.

I let out a giggle never breaking the kiss ,I felt a tug at my shirt . I looked down Rocky's hand was holding the bottom of my shirt .

I swallowed as I looked at him and back down . He lifted my chin ,Kissing me pulling away quickly .
I slowly Nodded my head as He smirked Lifting up my shirt .

My heart Was pounding ,I was so nervous . Rocky Looked at me and smiled before kissing me again .

I felt something on my pants ,I looked down as they were unfastened .
I looked up at Rocky who Took his lip in between his teeth .  I licked my lips before looking back up at Rocky who was still standing there .

"What?" I asked .
"I need your permission"He mumbled Kissing my neck . "Yes "I whispered in his ear . "Wait ....Do you ...." I stopped .

"Yes I have them "He laughed kissing me again..

This is gonna be an Interesting night 😅😉😏💦❤🙈

I'm not gonna put it in a lot of detail because well it's weird writing it and you probably already know where the next step leads 😉😏

At least there back together right??

I just wanna say this chapter Isn't that long but it's goals Asf!😜

So how is it ???

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