The Payne Life - Part 2

Once a Cheat Always a Cheat

*****two weeks later*****

"Ow! God dammit make it stop!" I groaned and closed my eyes.

"Shh Kacey, calm down, babe this is nothing, wait till you actually give birth." Eleanor chuckled rubbing my back gently.

"One week." I breathed out.

I had been induced two weeks ago at the hospital, sadly though, it was long term inducement, in hopes that I'll be able to hold out until harry returns later next week. But at this rate I have no idea how much more pain I'm willing to take.

"God ouch!" I cried as another contraction hit my abdomen. "Fuck me running ow."

"You're make me laugh." Elle snorted.

"Yeah whatever. It just sucks, I know what's happening in there. the baby is getting ready to break through but can't she just do it and get it over with?!"

"Well you want harry there at the birth, so no." Elle replied.

"You're right, I just need to deal with it."

I sighed as the pain eased, Thank God!

I'm only seven and a half months pregnant, but with the heart condition and abnormal size of Anna- or Alex- I don't even know what the fucking gender is- but whatever it is it's dangerous for them to be in there.

"Would you want to watch a little movie? I'm leaving for work in a few." She frowned sadly at me. I rolled my eyes and nodded.

"Leaving me alone again." I teased

"Hey! You know I would carry around if I could! I have a dedication to my job too though babe. Look, it's the boys." She smiled at my screen. I followed her eyes and instantly smiled again. There on the screen was the boys movie from 2013. God they look like babies!

"Awe look at how cute they were!" I cooed

"Yeah, what happened?" Elle showed a face of disgust. I let out an annoying laugh and continued to stare at the screen.

"Seems like yesterday doesn't it?" I sighed

"Those were the hay days Kacey. Back when not everyone cared how we lived our lives."

"Now look at all of us, the world watches our every move. The guys can't go anywhere without seeing a fan. And Their bosses are fucking pricks, they control everything they say and do and hell even eat. It's not fair." I replied

"I used to be just like Ruth for example, sisters of Liam, but hidden from cameras. And in the matter of months that changed you know?" I continued.

"I used to be a college party animal. Now I have Louis' management telling me how I can act." She rolled her eyes.

"You? A party animal?" I laughed at her

"Back In the day. What about you Kac? What did you do before you got in the spotlight?" She chuckled

"Well I graduated school. I played the guitar, and spent all my time with either Courtney or Nicholas." The single word felt like vile poison dripping out of my mouth.

"Oh shit." She replied "I'm sorry, I nearly forgot." She sighed

"It's okay. I've grown numb to it. Besides I think the scares look a little lovely. Don't you?" I mused looking at my arm.

"Well they look better then when they had stitches yes." She answered.

My mind clouded with the frightening memories. Who knew a single young man could be so psychotic? And how blind was I to realize how possessive and crazy he was? Apparently to much. But I just need to continually remind myself, it's in the past, what's done was done, I'm happy now, that's all that'll ever matter for the rest of my life.