Chapter 1

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August

Dear Heartbreaker,

You were my first boyfriend. After everything we've been through, I thought that you would have the decency to care enough to ask me if I'm okay. I tried to be there for you when you needed me physically and emotionally throughout our relationship. Those three months with you meant a lot to me but clearly, nothing to you. I was girlfriend number fifteen or sixteen. I've never felt this kind of pain before. I can't control my ongoing tears. I cannot see myself without you. You didn't let me down gently. You hid under a mask and treated me like a stranger. You told me that pain is temporary but how will I ever get past what you did to me? How will I ever cope with the fact that my first relationship was a lie?

Love,
Broken hearted girl...
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Explicit by A. C.

We first met as lost souls
Trying to complete a broken hole
Unsure of what we could manage to hold

The first encounter was not a walk in the park
Some people would call it abnormal
To bring upon ourselves what we thought was normal

A behaviour that the audience contemplated as a pile of dust
Awoke to us, an enraged hut
That's when I felt your firm grip

Never letting go, forever livid
Passing a limit
We became explicit

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