Miss You || J.S.

pt. 23

(song above is a really good cover of the 1975; "somebody else":'))

"let's get it moving" i say stomping up and down the gravel, clapping my hands.

jacob woke up looking like dracula.

white and pasty.

"you sick?" i said kneeling down to him.

"i don't think so . . .?" he said, more like a question.

"hm, lets hope not. today is going to be a long day." i said releasing a sigh.

"jax and julia, both of you are going to have to come home with me and sleeping beauty since we don't know the directions to your house. i know my way around town pretty well so you're safe with me." i say as they all switch worried glances.

"jacob grab your backpack."

"sir yes sir" he said as we all let off a low laugh.

"LEGGO MY EGGO" i say walking back towards the road.

"okay bitches, do you want to get home today or would you like to sleep outside again and let me watch a hyena eat you?" i asked since they were all still at our 'sleeping headquarters'.

"a bit moody today, huh?" julia said making jacob giggle.

"don't" i say while i combed through my hair with my fingers.

someone ran to me.

i looked over.

jaxson bradley cooper now standing beside me .

"im so mad" i say whispering, still looking forward.

"why" he said peering at me.

"jacob and julia" i say

"why" he said, by the tone of voice i could tell he was aggravated with them too.

"if they're just going to fucking play around and not even help me direct our way back home then they can stay here." i say squinting my eyes.

"same here" he said, swiftly glimpsing behind him.

called it.

i turned around.

im finna lose my cool.

"JACOB"

"JULIA" i scream both names making them pull their attention towards me.

"what, baby" jacob said.

"dont call me that" i said clenching my jaw.

"what the fuck is up with you, are you on your period" julia said letting out her annoying ass laugh.

"julia, babygirl, precious, darling, pussyfoot, do you see that bridge over yonder?"

i say pointing to the bridge in the distance.

"yeah, what about it?" she said more snobby than last time.

"go jump off of it. click, drag, delete yo' ass off this earth."

i felt jax wrap an arm around me and turn me around.

"calm down" he said ever so lightly.

"im trying" i say as i look left and right trying to navigate where i was at.

"if they're going to cut up, im not taking them with us" i say turning around once again.

"HURRY THE FUCK UP YOU SICK SHITS" i say as a wave my hand in the air.

jacob was the first one to appear by my side.

"what's up with you" he says grabbing my wrist.

"don't. touch. me." i say, getting more angry by the second.

"allison, what did i do to you?"

"i actually want to get home. believe or not my parents actually care about me and my health. i don't want them to think im dead. if you and julia want to mess around then you can go straight back to where you came from because i definitely don't want to hear your mouth the whole fucking time."

"i don't understand . . .?"

"are you dumb or are you stupid?" i said giving him a cold, viscous stare.

"don't talk to him like that"  julia said popping out of no where.

"now you decide to defend him. honestly, you two can go back and have sex, again. im done with you, Sartorius."

"what?" jacob asked, on the verge of tears.

"done. would you like for me to spell it out for you?" i asked, i spit of guilt rising up inside of me.

"but i love you." he said, a single tear sliding down his face until he hurriedly wiped it away.

"that's cool." i said turning back around to my normal stance connecting my hand with jax's.

"this is your fault julia!" jacob said with anger and pity in his voice.

"jacob, come here." i say, not turning around.

he took his time walking over.

"HURRY UP" i exclaimed.

"yes?" he says, his voice weary and eyes puffy red.

i dropped jax's hand and pulled jacob into a hug.

i wrapped my legs around his waist.

"i never said i didn't love you. i'll always love you, remember that."

i felt him smile into my neck and suddenly felt a wet drop hit my neck.

i pulled away, still wrapped around him.

i used my thumbs to wipe away his tears.

"don't cry over a little trash bag like me" i say, my eyes becoming glossy.

"you're not-" he began to say.

"shhhh" i whispered in his ear before i planted my lips on his.

i cannot put in words how much i missed him.

"how are those scars doing i said pulling open the back of his shirt.

"they hurt a little bit" he said looking into my glossy hazel eyes.

i pulled his head closer to me and started planting kisses allover his face.

"i hope you're okay" i said wrapping my arms around his neck.

"i am now" he said pulling me closer to him.

"i love you" i say against his lips.

"i love you t-"

i interrupted him by letting our lips twine together once again.

"never leave me" he said pulling away and tucking his head in my neck crease again.

"i won't" i say before giving him one more slow kiss.

"okay" jax said.

"sorry" i say before jumping off jacob.

"now we need to get going." julia says, me totally forgetting about her presence.

"who has their phone?" i ask

"me," jacob says, "i got yours too"

"thank the heavens" i said shaking my hands in the air.