i wake up, and my eyes are wide open. but i was dead right? dead people can't get up.... only in zombie movies. apparently i wasn't dead, it was just a dream. but it seemed so real. actually i'm relieved. i'm happy that i'm still alive and not a ghost girl who try's to talk to people but got ignored the whole time. i deside to go to the bathroom and get some water. my throat is dry, it seems that i screamed alot while i was dreaming. i stand up and go to the bathroom. when my throat seems to calmed down i deside to go downstairs and eat breakfast. cheese, that's normal for a not so dead person right? i open up the fridge and take the cheese and butter. when i finish making my bread i walk with it to the kitchen table. i take a few bites but then i realise i'm not hungry anymore. it felt so real, almost scary. i trow the rest of my bread in the trashcan. i can't stop thinking about my dream. i want to know what it ment. i guess the library got some answers for me.
i open up the big heavy door from the library. i walk up to the librarian. "can i help you?" she ask me friendly. "do you have any books about dreams?" i ask her. "yeah, over there" she says pointing at the corner on my right. i nod and walk away in the direction where she pointed. there are alot of books here. not that i'm suprised, i mean this is a library.... then i notice a book 'dreams about death'. i guess that should do it. i take the book and walk up to the librarian. "this one please" handing over the book. "do you got a library pass?" she asks. "no i don't but i want to buy it if i can" i say. "sure, nobody reads that book anyway" she says. i'm smiling and take out my wallet. "how much?" i ask. "you can have it for free" she tells me with a concerned face. i look at her weirdly and then walk away.
i grap my keys and open up my front door. after i step in i close it directly after me. i take a quick run to the kitchen table and sit down. the book looks realy old but also a bit creepy. i slowly open up the book and look at the first page. it only tells me the title of the book which i already knew. i flip through the pages and i find an intersting chapter, it's called 'not dead like that'. maybe this can help me and i start reading. 'when you die youre spirit or ghost comes free of your body. you live but youre invisible for everyone except for one person. he or she is your soulmate, love of your life. he or she is the only one who can safe you from being permanently dead. but if this person doesn't find the dead girl or boy, there is no rescue possible after the first full moon. but remember it always start with a dream'. does this mean my dream wasn't realy a dream but a vision? this can't be true right? this must be rubbish. but i'll be prepared if it ever happends to me. by the way, it doesn't say how to fix a dead person. stupid book... i close it and walk over to the kitchen, grab an apple and return to the living room. i take a seat on my bank. i bite in my apple and then suddenly i feel a little dizzy. i put my apple on the table. i go sit in a more comfortable position. suddenly i feel light like a feather. i stand up and look around me. then i see my body laying on the bank. i'm not moving, and i'm standing right here. wait what? maybe the book was right! i remember this from my dream. now i have to find my true soulmate, well.... that's gonna be a big fucking problem. i close my eyes. i think about every person i know, maybe my soulmate could be one of them. i open up my eyes and i'm looking right at the person i thought of. how the fuck did i do that? i don't care, it was awesome. but i'm looking happy to my best friend. i'm saying his name, but no response. i rest my hand on his shoulder. i see he's getting goose pimples. so he does feel me? maybe it was just the wind. ok, let's go scare the shit out of some people.
i close my eyes again and when i open them i'm standing in the mall not far from my house. i'm looking around. there people everywhere but they can't see me. kinda cool don't you think? then suddently i feel and see someone walking straight trough me. i definitely felt that. like someone was pushing me against the wall. i look behind me, i think he felt it too because he is looking around, searching for clues to explain what just happened. wait a minute. if i can 'teleport' to here i can teleport to where and whoever i want to. let's fucking go to London! i never been there so this is a great opportunity i guess.
i walk around looking at all the big shopping malls in London. it's incredible! i walk into a shop and hear the music of one direction. i think about the times i listened to them at home. suddenly i am looking at the back of louis tomlinson. SHIT! i forgot i could teleport! but yeah, i'm here now so why don't i just take a look around. "what are you doing here?" i hear louis say. i look around to see who he's talking to. but there is no one else in the room except for him, and me. then i see him looking straight in my eyes. my eyes widen. "can you see me?" i ask confused. "well, that's a pretty stupid question. why wouldn't i see you?" he awnsers with a smile on his face. wait, he can see me? that's not possible. but it doesn't mean he... no, that's ridiculous. i think to myself. "are you going to answer my question or not?" he asks more serious. "what question?" i ask confused. "what are you doing here?" repeating his question. "uhmm.... that's a realy funny story.... which is non of your business" i say kinda rude. "well, you are in my changing room..." he says with a surprised look on his face. ok, he's got kinda of a point there... we stand in silence for about 2 minutes. "well this is kinda awkward, i'm gonna go" i say as i walk to the door. "wait! i didn't catch your name love" he asks kindly. "it's jenna" i say when i'm walking out of the door. quick i teleport back to my home. i run upstairs. a fall in my bed. i need to think about all that happened. i got the time because my mother is on vacation, which is usefull beacause now she can't find my body. wait a minute, SHIT!
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hey guys! this chapter was a bit longer, and louis is here! a friend of mine helped me write this part. so don't forget to follow her (jacobinexxx) and vote if you liked it!
xoxo laura
