When I was younger in middle school I thought everything was great and the world was full of joy. Soon my visions of happiness were erased. I had been to multiple doctors, each one saying that I will be criple in a few years if I don't have surgery now. So what else were we supposed to do. To use it was obvious to have surgery so that's what we did. Ankle surgery didn't seem too bad, just be out for a few months. Well those few months were only the start. I had to be home school for a while and had to do the surgeries on both of my ankles. Those few months turned to almost a whole school year and when I was finally "better" I went back to school and my "friends" had all turned their backs on me. I had no friends. I was so alone so I tried to focus on school. But thing is when I'm upset I eat, so I gained some weight. So on top of being alone I had gotten fat. I hated myself, well I still do.
As high school came around I lost some of the weight and started to get a few friends. And a new girl came to school, she had pink hair I knew she was going to be my best friend from the first time I say her. Her name is Tiffany. I am a shy person so I had to work up the nerve to talk to her but once I did we hit it off right away. We went to lunch together everyday and she would come to my house after school sometimes. Her house wasn't the best, she didn't like it there so we hung out at my house. She made my life better. School was getting harder and my grades were showing it I was not do my best. I wasn't aloud to have friends while my grades were bad. I mean there was not really much I could go out and do anyway because the surgeries that were suppose to fix my feet just causes me pain everyday. My feet work and I am thankful but it just gets so upsetting when you can't do the things that other people your age are doing. And being ashamed of the way that my feet look doesn't feel too nice either.
I tried my hardest to happy and I was so depressed even with my few friends. Just never really could shake it. Still can't shake it.
