i opened my eyes
temperature colder than the hinges of hell
to see abeoji holding my cold hand
i flinched from the skinship that I had with the last person that I'll ever love
he isn't my abeoji
he's a murderer, abuser, monster, the spawn of Satan
tears welled up in his eyes and began rolling down his cheeks like rivulets
but I still did not give any reaction
none at all
i hated him more than I hate myself for
not saving halmeoni
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i feel so tired haha
