My Kind Of Love (Larry Stylinson)

If only you knew

A/N: contains cutting but it's not that bad, promise:) By the way, this is my first fanfic so sorry if it's shit.

I'm Natalie btw, love you xx

After the concert, Louis went back with Harry to the flat they shared, whilst the other boys went to their own apartments

It'd been 2 days since Harry told Louis he was dating Kendall.  2 days since Louis started cutting.

"Did you wanna watch a movie, if not I'll go out with Kendall?"

Jealousy tinged in the corner of Louis' eyes, but who was he to keep Harry away from his precious girlfriend?

"No, it's fine, go out with her" Louis replied coldly, as to not show the pain

Harry didn't notice, just muttering a quick "bye" to Louis before shutting the door behind him

Louis picked up the nearest object to him and slung it at the wall, before breaking down into tears.

Realising what he'd just smashed, he ran over and scooped up the photo of him and Harry on the ski trip. Glass lay all around Louis. He picked up a handful, then disappeared to his room.

He removed his black skinny jeans, remarking at the previous scars that lay across his thighs.

With the glass in his hand, he took it over his skin.

"Loves me" "Loves me not" "Loves me" He muttered to himself as he teared a new cut into his skin.

"Of course he doesn't fucking love you, Louis! He's got Kendall!"

He sighed as he tore through his leg again. The blood began to surface, it was an addiction now. It leaked down his leg, covering most of his thighs in a deep red.

Louis pushed himself up to clean himself as his phone rang. Niall. Louis fumbled with his phone and clicked the answer button.

"Hey Niall"

"Are you alright, Lou?"

"Yeah"

"Did you want to come round mine now?"

"Um, okay, I guess so... see you in five"

Hanging up he headed to the bathroom.

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When he was ready, he drove to Nialls