Chapter 12

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A/N:

If you all didn't already know, the itallics are the characters thoughts in the story. Just to make that clear.

now, onward with the story you've all been waiting for.

* fair warning in advance that there is mild bad language in this chapter and possible upcoming chapters so keep that in mind. *

-Christina (LE author)

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Zayn's POV:

The endless raindrops splattering on my window kept me awake most of the night. I looked at my iPhone laying next to my bed to see that it was now 3:00 AM.

Ugh. Fuck it's late.

Everyone's probably sleeping by now.

I look around the dark room and see two dark shadowy figures of whom were most likely Louis and Niall, already fast asleep - or pretending to be. I couldn't really tell. I rolled over in my bed but just couldn't sleep! I stared at the greyish-white ceiling with my tired blood-shot eyes. The tears in my eyes seemed to have dried up from crying way to much.

I just couldn't possibly imagine thinking that Leena was gone. .. I couldn't imagine a world without Leena. No. I didn't want to think that way even though it was in fact true.

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This is so unlike me. Usually I can sleep almost instantly! What is wrong with you Zayn?! Get some sleep and stop thinking of Leena. She's safe. She's in the other room right now sleeping. She's happy and everything is alright. She's, she's -

-gone..

The one and only thing on my mind at the moment was Leena. I just couldn't stop thinking about that beauiful girl who stole my heart. Filling my thoughts with happiness and leaving a warm feeling in my heart. It was the most wonderful feeling that I never felt before until Leena came along. I honestly felt like we are destined to be together but I just wasn't sure.

'Does Leena even love me back the same way that I love her?' I asked myself, leaving the question out in the open in my mind of endless thoughts.

'Of course she does! You two are meant to be together!' The good part of my mind answered for me, bringing a smile upon my face.

'No she doesn't! You were just a shitty distraction Zayn! Can't you see?! She fucking loves someone else but is too afraid to show it. She's gone for a reason! To get away from you!' The more darkening and depressing side of my head argued and brought my hopes down even more just thinking that way. My eyebrows furrowed together in frustration and a frown started to form at the corners of my lips.

'STOP STOP STOP! Don't listen to the bad thoughts!!! Leena loves you Zayn! She loves YOU and ONLY YOU! And YOU have to get her back!!! Have you seen the way she looks at you? The way she smiles when she sees you or hears your name? Have you seen how happy she is when she's around you? Zayn, that's true love right there and Leena and you have a peice of each others hearts and you need to find each other to bring your broken-empty hearts back togher. Zayn, you're half a heart without Leena.' My positive thinking dominated over my negative thoughts and I decided that I should be the one to go save Leena if I ever wanted to see her again.

The smile returned upon my exhausted face and my eyes filled with hope once more as I got a sense of peace in mind just thinking about what Leena's reaction would be when I saved her from whoever took her away from me along with everyone who cared about her.

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