Taming the elements

Whats wrong with me?

Haven is beautiful. A floating island filled with large trees with assorted colored petals. Thousands small islands littered the area surrounding the main island.

On the main island was a modern home, with large windows and was mainly white and black, but still looked cozy.

Landing our dragons outside the front door, we all had them go back into their first form.

Tiki landed back on my shoulder, her tail curling and tickling my back.

The other, now small, dragons walked along side theirs.

'Why don't they let their dragons ride on their shoulders?'

'The element of water,meaning you, have a better bond. They can only faintly hear their dragons voices, where you can hear me clearly.'

'Why?'

'Water is more carefree, hence their flaw to be to trusting, so you have more time to know your dragon. Meaning you can establish a better bond.'

'Why were they so protective about Harvey?'

'Well most of the earth surface is water. Water can destroy, or it can make. Keep a safe water, meaning keeping a safe planet. It also means guarding you so nothing happens, because, since your a girl, they immediately found a protective instinct, weather it be brotherly or more than that.'

'Hmmm ok'

I followed them into a large kitchen arena, that was impossibly clean, and filled with sterling silver appliances and dark granite counter tops.

"What should we order for lunch?" Fire asked clearly being the sort of leader here.

"Order? And not use this beautiful kitchen?" I said baffled.

"The old water cooked, we don't know how to cook so therefor we order food, now what do you want eat?" Fire said harshly.

Is that really who I am? The new water? They act like I killed him or something.......

Suddenly overcome with sadness I asked to be shown tom my room.

I got a few concerned looks from them but I looked away hurt. I'm just the person who is replacing their friend.

"Yeah, here follow us..." fire said sensing it was him who had upset me.

They got up and went down a hallway that was decorated with old tribal symbols that I'm guessing were tied to our elements.it started with Chinese symbols, I'm guessing those rooms on with side of the hallway belonged to light and dark, for the hallway near their door turned either black or white.

Next we're what I was guessing as nature and earth, for on one side it had some Korean written on the wall in either brown rock or lush vines.

Next was wind, fire, and at the very end of the hallway was water, all covered in Greek and roman symbols.

"There is your room, you have training tomorrow, but I will send some food and get some rest, ok?" Fire said as they still looked at me concerned for I haven't spoke at all for the long walk down the hallway.

I quickly opens the door shutting it behind me, letting a few tears slip.

I heard nocking but didn't move.

'You know it's not like that! They miss him! That's all! They all love you'

Really? Because all I heard was how I'm the reason he's gone when I didn't have anything to do with it!

And on top of that I just broke up with my boyfriend and my best friend told me good because she said I would've had sex with and gotten pregnant! I wouldn't, that's ridiculous! Then she's like, I know you! You really would've!

Well if she thinks she knows me then she's hella wrong. What the freak is wrong with me?

"Why can't anything just be good? Why do people always have a negative outlook on everything? I try to stay positive but I don't know how much longer I can! How much longer I can hold everything together! Stay sane, I don't know how longer my mask will stay, I'm scared, terrified. Petrified. Confused. But I'm most terrified of being alone, but I have a feeling I'll have to get used to being alone here......."