Secrets

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Chris's POV

"Babe I'm going to the studio, I'll be back in a couple hours."

I put on my Oreo 5s and grabbed my keys, kissing Angel and a sleeping Daniel on the forehead and heading out the door.

As I was driving, I was thinking about Angel's and I relationship. I can't believe we have been together for a year and a half. I finally witnessed my son's 5th birthday, Angel and I are as strong as ever, we moved into a house together, and Daniel and I are closer than when we first told him I was his father.

FLASHBACK...

"MOMMY!"

We were picking up Daniel from daycare. She picked him placing kisses all over his face while buckling him in his car seat.

"Hi Danny." His smile dropped and stared blankly at me.

"It's Daniel." He stuck his tongue out and looked away.

He was still mad at me for fighting Ty in the hospital.

"Danny, what did I say about attitudes." Angel said sternly, eyes still in on the road driving.

"Big boys don't have them." He mumbled.

"Now apologize to your father right now." She covered her mouth noticing what she just said. I was pretty shocked myself.

"No cause he's not my dad. Dad works for Santa." His grey eyes stared deep into my brown ones with hate.

"Baby I haven't been entirely truthful. Chris is your father."

"NO! If he's my dad, how come he hasn't been around." He crossed his arms waiting for an answer.

I looked down ashamed of myself while silence filled the car. I took a glance at Angel to see her wiping falling tears while driving. She inhaled deeply and pulled into the parking lot of her building.

She looked at me and gave me a weak smile not able to explain.

"He didn't want me did he?" His eyes were now filled with tears threatening to fall.

"Daniel I-" I was interrupted by Daniel.

"BE QUIET! I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU!!" He yelled at me.

"Daniel Maurice Smith he is still your father and you will respect him."

"WHY DID YOU LIE TO ME!" He yelled at Angel and she slapped his hand.

"Don't you dare yell at me Daniel." He unbuckled his seat and hopped out the car yelling at Angel.

"I HATE YOU TOO!"

END OF FLASHBACK...

She cried for a couple of hours, but luckily Danny came back and hugged her apologizing like his little life depended on it.

I pulled up to the studio and got out, locking my car.

"Sup Chris." My friend Mijo said walking past me and I gave him a simple head nod.

5 hours later...

I was almost done when the door opened revealing my ex-girlfriend, Rihanna's, face.

Almost instantly my mood turned sour and I wanted to hurry up and get out of here.

"Hey Chris." She pulled up a chair sitting next to me.

"Hi." I said nonchalantly saving the song and packing my things together.

"How have you been?"

She was trying to make small talk and the shit was annoying as hell.

"Look Rihanna I'm gonna go. I don't know why you're here anyway. We broke up, I don't want any contact with you what so ever."

A hurtful expression came upon her face and I didn't care one bit. Her mouth opened but no words came out.

"Why are you here anyway?" I crossed my arms, standing a good distance away from her.

"I was having a release party for my song with Eminem and I was hoping you would come through." She avoided eye contact and played with her fingers.

I thought about it and come to think about I haven't been to a party since me and Angel got together. Aw what the hell.

"Aight no funny business. Text me the address." I grabbed my bag and headed to my car, driving to my friend, Red's house.

Red's House 10:45 p.m.

"Man Chris I don't think this party is a good idea." Red told me while we was playing NBA 2K14.

"I haven't been to a party in a year. I promise nothing ain't gon happen, I love my son and Angel way too much to let shit go down."

"Still man I have a weird feeling maybe I should go just to make sure."

"Cool with me man. The party start at 11 let's get ready."

"Do Angel know you going to a party, let alone Rihanna's?"

"Man I'm grown she ain't gotta know everything."

"My bad man."

"Aight leggo."

Rihanna's release party...

"Chris thanks for coming it means a lot." Rihanna and I were at the bar drinking.

"Yo no problem, strictly friends tho aight,"

"Friends only." She had a devilish smirk but I ignored it.

I went to the dance floor and started dancing, just letting loose. After a couple songs I went back to my glass at the bar and chugged it down. After I finished the glass I started feeling a little nauseous and numb all over. I staggered to the bathroom and sat on the toilet holding my pounding head. All of a sudden the door open and revealed a smirking Rihanna.

"What are y-y-you doing Rih-" she started unbuckling my pants and slid them along with my boxers to my ankles.

"Shhhh just let it flow Chris." She lifted up her dress and pulled down her underwear only to start riding me like a bull.

I tried to move, but my body was numb I couldn't move a thing. Next thing I know Rihanna had her cell phone in her hand recording everything. She was moaning purposely loud to block out me talking.

I just sat there and took it.

She kissed me and fixed her clothes leaving me in the bathroom half naked and drugged up.

After a couple minutes I started regaining all the feeling in my body to fix myself and leave the party feeling guilty. I checked my phone only to see 20 missed calls from Angel and 5 from Red. I just got in my car and drove home.

When I got home it was 3 in the morning and all the lights were off. I slowly walked up the stairs to see Angel sitting up watching tv. When she looked up at me she just cut the tv off and got out of bed. She walked up to me and wrapped her arms around my neck. She only had a look of lust and worry in her eyes and it kind of turned me on.

She started kissing my neck and I started pulling down her booty shorts, rubbing her ass in the process. I picked her up and laid her gently on the bed, kissing her neck while she undid my jeans. I bit down and blew on one spot which made her moan loud and wrap her legs around my waist. I pulled away to pull off my shirt,my pants,and boxers. IMMA ABOUT TO DIVE IN!

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