My Fucked Up Life *On Hold*

Niall's Place.

I sat on  a white fluffy couch and nervously played with my fingers. Niall emerged with two drinks and I eyed him carefully.

"Lemonade?" I narrowed my eyes and shook my head no. For all I know he could've spiked it. He shrugged and sat the drinks down.

"Hey....I was only trying to be nice...." He says looking hurt.

' I don't care.' He clenched his fist and took a seat right next to me. Way too close for my liking.

' You wanted to talk?'

"Uh yeah. I'm sorry." I looked at him to continue and he nodded.

"I....Uh....Do you like me?" He asked hopefully. I put my guard up and put a frown on.

' No....sorry Niall.' He looked at me with cold eyes and smirked.

"It's fine.....I just wanted the sex anyway...." He says with a smirk. A pang of sudden hurt flashed my face before it went blank.

' And why does any of this information matter to me?'

"I just hoped you would stop acting like a bitch so I can get it over with.."

' So why Niall if you have no feelings for me at all....need to have sex with me? Why can't you come to your senses and get a reality check' He looked panicked for a second before smiling.

"Because it was a dare."

' Oh please. A dare. What are we second grade?' I ask standing up and getting frustrated.

' If all you wanted was sex then why couldn't you-' suddenly a warm set of lips was aggressively placed on my mine. I immediately responded by roughly running my hair through his hair and gently tugging on the ends causing a moan to escape his lips.

After a while we pulled away panting. A cheeky grin found its way to his lips.

"Ella McDougal...I've been wanting to do that since the day I met you." I shrugged and grabbed my stuff before walking out the door feeling a pang of guilt.

I felt something..... It's just the thing I was trying to avoid.

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A/N-  WHO SHIPS NELLA? WHO SHIPS EOUIS?? VOTE and Comment.

-Mary