Hi,
I literally feel like shit today. I don't want to live in my city anymore. Here, everyone knows everyone. I can't escape from them. The only "friend" that I have doesn't respect me. I'm not good at ice skating, I'm not good at drawing, I'm not good to sing, I'm not good at all. I know it but I don't want to hear it by them. It hurts. I'm already broken.
I feel like the only thing that can make me feel better is music, as usual. But as always, the music I like isn't good.
I'm so tired of this.
If I wasn't scared, I would take a knife right now and open my arms, my stomach and my thigh with it.
I'm sorry.
