Two of You (Vmin)

Broken Stars. (5)

Stars were seen as a beautiful thing that lingers in the sky, they shine so softly against the dark surface as the moon brings the void night some light. We lay on the grass, against anything soft in fact and watch them endlessly as our minds seem to relax. Sometimes I think what if the star is broken? What if because of how far away we are we can't seem to grasp the fact there are broken pieces roaming the air? What if the moon is broken? We can't see without it but without the broken moon, we won't be able to see anything else that needs repairing. These thoughts have, these irrational thoughts have been eating away at me ever since, ever since I merely stared into his deep brown eyes. I know I know him; I am aware we have a past but I just can't remember him.

You know when a song just replays in your head like a broken record until you find something else to replace it? For some reason I can't shake him off, he is the broken record. He's almost devoured my mind completely and it genuinely scares me. So I ask myself, constantly- are you just a broken star Taehyung and do you want me to be your broken moon?

Closing my eyes and taking in the cold misty air, I decided to come to the decision of finding out who Taehyung was to me. Even though it will agitate both Yoongi and Hoseok, he keeps me up every night, pulls away every ounce of concentration I have left in class. He's managed to become my main priority. A sudden rush of anger and frustration ran through my veins which had me quickly sitting up, hands shooting up to grab fistfuls of my hair.

"I just don't understand!" My voice ripped out of the back of my throat. My whole body was stiff, yet so limp, my heart was racing but breathing was slow.

"What do you not understand?"

My reaction to the sudden voice sent a shiver down my spine, caused my throat to close up and make it difficult to swallow all those nerves. It was clear I knew who was now standing near me, he would always manage to appear from the depths of nowhere at prefect times. Before bringing my eyes up to meet his, I took in a soft breath of air, letting it out slowly and removed my trembling hands from my now messy hair.

You know when you lock eyes with something that makes your whole mind go blank and you simply focus on that one thing? It's the same when I lock eyes with him, like those eyes are telling me a story and I am mentally begging for the ending to be presented. I watched him as he raised his eyebrows and it snapped me out of my thoughts. Blinking respectively, a nervous laugh crawled up my throat filling the air in some ways before I answered his question.

"Why- uh, um- why grass- why is it green...?"

A beautiful laugh sounded the air, his beautiful laugh sent a rush of relief through me and managed to bring up my lips into a soft close mouthed smile. His smile was different; it was so different yet so familiar. If a word could describe the way his lips would shape into when he smiles or laughs it would be a box. The moment I caught myself staring, I quickly looked away down at the grass below me, running my fingers through the soft grass that still had the feeling of shard like texture due to the recent cutting of it.

"You're just as funny as I remember you to be." He mumbles, voice so low however the lack of sound surrounding us, every single word managed to sink into my skin and press against my heart.

Eyes now wide and a quiet gasp passing my lips, I look over at him once again watching him now sitting by me but with a gap between to which upset me. It had my chest dense as my eyes stared daggers into the space between us, my body begging for me to move closer to him.

"So?" He began ripping away at the silence between us.

However even with the silence now gone, my mind was loud and his voice didn't really rip my gaze away from the space, nor did it cause my brain to construct a sentence in reply. Instead my voice came out soft, a sentence even startling me passed my lips.

"Come closer."

In that second I completely froze, bravely I forced myself to look at Taehyung wishing, hoping, praying he didn't hear me but the world never is fair and the way his features were presented was clear to how he felt. His bright eyes were prominent due to the moon glaring down, pink lips parted as his soft eyes lowered and he managed to say something.

"What do you mean Jimin?"

I couldn't say it, I couldn't say that I long his touch and I long the close proximity it would sound weird. I would sound needy so my mind pushed those words to the side merely saying.

"I- I don't mean anything. It's nothing forget I said it."

But the next words that passed his lips caught me completely off guard, it squeezed the last ounce of love from my heart, ripped out the needed oxygen from my lungs and numbed my brain and body.

"Like you forgot about me?"

"Taehyung..." I managed to choke out.

"Why don't you remember me Jiminnie?"

Instantly I wanted to leave in this moment, he never does scare me in this moment the way he brought his gaze up to meet mine sent shivers through me, racked my body with the feeling of fear. His eyes were dark, darker than usual, darker than I've ever seen them and it scared me. They weren't filled with range but sadness and it mixed up the feelings lingering in my chest. My fingers twitched wanting me to pull him into a hug but at the same time my body shook in anticipation waiting to see what he would do.

"I can't forget you, so why did you end up forgetting me? You were everything to me but I'm nothing to you now? It hurts...." By the end his voice faded into the air, words getting lost in the misty air.

"Tae- I mean V, listen I-." But it was all cut short when he moved closer, latching his long slender fingers around my wrist making me look up at his features as he now towered over me, his strength pushing me down onto the grass as he managed to grab my other wrist pinning them either side of my head.

"What are you- "

"You remember V; you know my name but why didn't you say Taehyung's name when you saw him. When you saw me?!" His voice was heavy, loud and thick.

"You don't remember when we would sneak out together because our parents hate us together? You don't remember your mother hitting you ever when she saw you near me? You don't remember the times we would spend hours together in the rain under shelter as I sing songs to you? Do you not remember that one day, that one day we exchanged how we felt, when I said...- "There was no longer a hint of anger in his voice, there was no longer a dark layer covering his brown orbs, his grip around my wrists grew loose and there were tears falling onto my cheeks as I stare up at him, completely shocked.

An 'oof' passed my lips when his body slumped down on top of mine, his face buried between my shoulder and jaw, breath soft against my skin. He slightly shifted, nose pressing much more firmly against my neck. Instinctively my hand moved up to card my fingers through his hair, hearing him hum in content.

Today the stars were bright, they were probably broken but today they were shinning brighter than usual, the moon was fuller and there was no hint of sadness. I felt at home with Taehyung in my arms, I felt at ease though everything stopped moving when Taehyung's deep voice ripped through the air and the words that passed his lips formed tears in my eyes.

"...when I said I love you Jimin."

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A / N

And I am back, it's been a while, a month. Well happy new year. I hope this chapter was worth the wait. I love your comments so keep them coming.
Goodbye for now.

L.T