Heartache, I cry...

Heartache, I cry…

I sit down in the corner of my room

Wondering where I went wrong

 As I turn off the light

I feel so empty inside

What I can only hear is the drum beat of my heart

Tears keep flowing as my world falls apart

Then I lay down and cry

Pain is piercing me so searing high

This fast heartbeat of mine

It’s getting louder in this cold silent night

And I cross my fingers while I pray

So sincere-solemnly hoping that pain will fade away

But it won’t, because all the memories that you left tattooed it whole

It’s freaking me like it pricks my soul

And I stare blankly at the ceiling

There’s nothing to see

But a picture of black and white of what we had before and it’s sickening me

Everything flashes back

Just like I’m watching a tragic movie

So good in the beginning

But there’s no happy ending

Memories of good and bad from the past shattered into broken pieces

It’s haunting me like a ghost

And I can’t get out

Lying, chocking, crying

I’m bleeding, wounded and suffocating

All alone and screaming

And nobody knows

The heavy feelings inside your heart is about to burst

The only thing left is the battle with your own self and soul

And your heart feels like drowning of their own

Heartache, I cry...

My heart feels like

It’s going to die

Helpless, hopeless and defenseless

Breaking, burning

It leaves me breathless

Thought I could’ve died

It’s nice to know I’m still alive

Heartache, I cry...

Just keep calm, bare it and carry it on

Learn to love the pain

And you'll survive…

Time heals

And you’ll get by…

Heartache, I cry

You’re too strong

Stand proud

And wear a smile.

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