Staring silently at the ground, every thought, every moment runs through my mind and I can't hear a sound. Just trapped in the memories because I am forever bound in the embrace of my mistakes. I let them surround me as I fall to my knees. Back at the beginning without a will to let the timeline freeze. Going through the motions, up and down, like I'm overseas. But not caring because I've lost all hope. I've learned to let go but I still don't know how to cope. I used to feel tired but my eyes have turned black. And there's no going back. With every second my heart beats faster. My soul struggling to stay intact but my mind isn't letting go. There's no escape without the lack of pain. And I feel it in my heart. My mind is going insane as the final seconds count down. It will all end with a single light and the rain. My body will collapse for time has me slain. I've accepted my fate, there's no fighting. I can see the end. The next second the world loses its lighting.