You can look into my eyes but you won't know the feeling of hopelessness until the sun doesn't rise. We'll be staring off into the skies watching the dark clouds pass by. Waiting for the stars until the night reminds us of our scars that we still feel from the lies. Faster as the night goes and we finally see Mars, we lift up high into outer space. Into a new reality, a new world, our hearts begin to race. Here alone where nobody knows, our secrets are safe. Hidden from the light I can still see your face with just a single touch. And that's where my hand goes. Stronger, your pull against me grows. Lost, not thinking about reality much. I close my eyes and think of this moment. Because in the real world we are falling in such. Holding you tight I won't let go because this feels so right and I know we won't have to fight as long as we let go of the light. And realize none of it matters. Lost in our own universe, jumping off cliffs and climbing ladders. Pounding the walls until the glass shatters. A world so imperfect but in our own image. The destruction scatters and the worst finally ends. Lost here, my mind is okay. When in reality my state of mind just depends on my surroundings. My heart mends to its foundings. Hard to let go, my body takes the poundings. And out I go, comatose back into this world with you. Just like my last overdose, this world lights up and I've never felt so close to feeling alive. I've tried to hide it but I was barely able to survive out there. As I lost consciousness, I felt a revive, so I won't go anywhere. I'll stay here. Even if it's not real, it's better than living in fear. So I hold on to you as we let go of the light. Drifting away I cry one last tear and my soul begins to disappear.
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