Fairy Tail High {NaLu AU Fanfic}

i think i'm done

Hey, guys who are currently reading this. Please don't over look this because this update is absolutely important.

So you've probably been wondering why I have fallen off of the face of the Wattpad Universe on this account and my 2nd account if you read my stories over there. Well, there are..........*sighs* a lot of reasons why. Main one being that I've gotten too busy to focus on one thing at a time.....

And now my grandfather is in the ICU. He's been there for a few weeks now, this Monday making it about a month. I've tried to come on here and work on stories for you guys............but it's been extremely difficult for me to focus, and I try to reply to your comments and posts on my wall about me and updating.

I've also fallen into a depressed state where I can't exactly feel anything anymore. I don't feel happy, I don't feel angry, I can feel sadness sometimes, but that's only whenever I get super emotional. Like right now, I'm crying my ass off because I'm letting so many people down with what I'm about to do. *sighs* The title says i think i'm done, and by now I think everyone knows what I'm going to do. Before you say anything or report this to, like, Wattpad HQ, this isn't a suicide note. I'm possibly deleting my account or I'm not going to be on this account. It will become an inactive account, and it will be marked as so on every story and my account, unless I can find someone to take over or at least finish up the fanfic and my original stories if they want to.

I just don't think I'll be able to do this anymore. I've lost my need to do anything on here, and I can't keep going on with something I feel and know I can't keep up anymore. I've tried, believe me, I have, but nothing's happening. I've lost my spark and I can't keep going because if I do, the stories will only get worse with how choppy and flimsy they are.

This is not a joke, it's really happening. This update is on every story I've written, except for the complete ones because the note wouldn't really matter to that story because it's already finished. I was holding on for so long to try and finish the FT Fanfics, and then just stop, but I can't. It's overwhelming and I can't do it.

I'm so sorry to disappoint everyone, and I really hate to let you down like this. If you are a frequent account user that writes stories/fanfic and would like to have this account or at least finsih updating, please private message me, and I'll glance through your account to see how you write or if you're 'worthy enough' to have my account, which I guess anyone is worthy if I kept it up for so long.

I'll give anyone who wants to take over until January 30th at 11:30 a.m. (my time) to ask about taking over FullThrottleFairy. I'll post again after that and it will probably be the last time you hear from me, unless I just pop in from no where and change my sour mood.

I'm so sorry everyone. Feel free to comment what you like or any questions, and I will try to answer them.

-FTF
FullThrottleFairy