I never knew

Chapter 4

It took a bit before the news set in. It hurt at first, but the pain finally settled. Leaving me in this unruly bound of rage, and anger. I wanted to thrash out, I wanted to break everything and everyone in the room. This couldn't be my emotions, but I had a half hold of it, I was beyond pissed, that my brother held this from me. This is what made tonight so god damn special.

" I'm a wolf. Nice to know.." I roughed out words, but my mouth didn't move. What the hell happened? Did I become Telepathic?! This was kinda..cool actually. " So why wait till now to tell me.."I could feel the tension slowly begin to rise, and it cause me to hunker low, I wanted to pounce, but something greater swept over me. I watched Adrian Step before my brother as if protecting him. " Because you would have run, It was Better this way Young pup. Soon you will see why. Please do not blame your brother, this was my idea and I can understand if you are angry. " His voice soothed me, but it made me enrage even more. So everyone knew and I was the only one left out of the loop. Figures.

I fell to the floor, face first. I was hurt, emotionally and mentally, AND physically. My brother, kept this secret from me, It was bad enough My parents weren't around to run to, to tell on him, But now I had to face NOT only being a human, but also a damn wolf? Reality freaking sucks, and this was only the damn beginning. " You're right. I would have run..Home. This is too much to handle. It's cool..but why so much damn pain?!" I exasperated, wanting more answers, but my mouth couldn't keep up with words, Or let alone, wouldn't. I wanted to know everything. But I was too afraid to know the truth. "That is why They brought you here, You are safer, And cared for. You have always been welcome, you just had to recognize the comfort you so feel right now." Adrian was right, I did feel Comfort, This place was so homey and warm. It made me feel like I was back at home, laying in my bed. I oddly liked it here and liked this strange new being That I dwelled as, but it would take some time to forgive my brother and his friends. They lied to me and kept secrets from me, secrets that did change my life forever.

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There was a very long silence when I returned to my normal self, the new set of pain, settling in my stomach like a cauldron. Geez, I never knew this much pain could exist, The only thing I had to endure was stitches in my mouth from getting pretty much Run over by a drunk ass hole on new Year's a few years back. Everyone had gone back to their rooms, some people still lingered, I guess they were curious, or just..had staring problems. " Something wrong..?" I had no intention of being nice, I had people gazing at me like I had two heads, I was not a god damn piece put on display. Over half this household was above average..and I was the one being STARED at." Creed.Relax, please.This is not the time..you need to eat and rest.." Adrian was very soft and kind-hearted, I felt bad for disrespecting his kind--- Well..my kind as well now. He had this odd authority, I knew he was the Alpha, but half of me wanted to bow my head, and apologize for my beastly actions, But the other half of me was too proud to apologize period. I didn't need to. They were all dogs, and I now rolled in the "pack"

"Kuja. We need to talk...Please.." I knew I wasn't going to like the truth, but I had to know, I needed to ask, and whether he liked it or not, he had to answer me, what more could he possibly be hiding from me?... I hope not much more. He was my brother...He just had to tell me the truth..especially after this happened.