I really don't know what's new
My mind is hard to see through
It's so foggy
And so dark
It has a permanent mark
Of my past
My head hurts from all this crying
Im tired of the people i trust that keep lying
I fantasize in my head
What it would be like to be dead
I think about if people will miss me
Me gone that no one can see
I think about the people i know
Like my friends and family
I wonder if they will be able to live happily
Im really scared to die
Thats the truth not a lie
My heart is filling with hope
So put down that rope
Put down those pills
Get rid of the pain that kills
Because you are amazing
Your life should be everlasting
