The lost HighSchool love

Chapter33.

Chapter33.
JJ's POV.
Me and spence walk over to the tree and start decorating it.

I grab the box of ornaments carefully and set them on the couch.

"Spence w-"

I turn around and he's not there.

"Spence?"I shout.

I shrug and turn back around.

Must of had to go to the bathroom.

He has a small bladder.

He gets up to go about like 5 times a night and it always 0interrupts my sleep.

Someone covers my eyes.

"Spence?"I say.

"Hi baby I need you to do something for me"He says.

"Ya?"I say.

"Hold out your hands"He says.

I hold out my hands and he puts something in them.

"Open"He says.

I open my eyes and see an ornament.

Its blue.

I turn it around and its says:
JJ
+
Reid

Its beautiful.

Its blue glass and the letters are cursive and are in sparkly pink.

"Spencer this is beautiful"I say.

"I love you"He says.

"I love you too"I tear up a little.

"What's wrong?"he asks.

"Nothing nothing I'm just happy"I say.

"Good"He says.

Me and spence,are we going to fast?

He's spending break with me,we said we love each other,we had sex...

"Spence are we going to fast?"I ask.

His smile fades.

"What do you mean?"He asks.

"We had sex...we said we love each other...your spending Christmas break with me"

"JJ"He says.

"Spence we haven't been dating for even two months"

"We've known each other for two months that makes it like 3 months"

"Im just saying"I say.

"Well..."He says.

But then he doesn't say anything else.

While we decorate its silent.

I take the JJ and Reid ornament and put it in a small box..

And then we go to set the table.

Spence looks at me a few times with hurt eyes but I just avoid it because his hurt eyes....I can't take it.

When he's hurt his eyes get really big like a puppy,and then it has two little gleams in his eyes and it looks like he would cry but he never does.

That's why I have to avoid it because it would make me cry.

After we set the table spence goes downstairs to watch tv and I just sit upstairs at the kitchen table looking at the ornament.

Are we taking this too fast?