The lost HighSchool love

Chapter44

Chapter44.
JJ's POV

I'm crying into my pillow.

I just wanted to hear his voice!!

I hate my mom!!

And my dad!

I don't even want to live anymore.

I should just take my dad's gun,put it up to my head and BAM.

Then I would be dead.

And I would be with Roz.

*Next day*

I'm in the therapists office.

My mom and dad are waiting outside.

"So what is your name?"He asks.

"Jennifer Jareau"I say solemnly.

"And why are you hear today?"

"You know exactly why I'm here!"I say angrily.

"Maybe.But I would like to hear it from you"

"I miss my boyfriend"

"How long have you two been together"

"Three years"

He scribbles on a notepad.

"And what happened with you two?"He asks.

"We both lived in Virgina.But then he moved to Las Vegas and I moved to Pennsylvania on the same day"

"Oh I see and uh can I see your arm there"

I show him all the scars on my Arms.

"What's his name?"

"Spencer Reid"

"And how do you feel about him"

"I love him"

"What's that?"He points to my ring.o

"He was going to propose"I say and sniffle.

"Oh I'm sorry"He says

I nod.

"How did your parents feel about him?"He asks.

"They loved him.They Told me he was the best boyfriend I've been with"

"Your parents tell me you haven't been doing any of your Assignments lately is that because of him?"

"I can't stop thinking about him"

"Hello Dr.Marnin"A girl walks in shes about his age.

"Hello Dr.Anderson"They shake hands.

I just sit there awkwardly

"I was listening in I think I can take this from here"She says.

He nods and leaves.

"Hi I'm your therapist Dr.Anderson"She says.

"I thought he-"

"I was just listening in to see how your react to a man therapist.His questions made you uncomfortable didnt they?"

"Ya"

"It seemed you'd be more comfortable with a girl"

"So let's get to talking about Spencer Reid more"