Don't leave me

Chapter 3

Chapter 3

Siobhan's POV

"Oh hey baby." Haz speaks to the other person on the phone.

I feel like my heart is no more, broken into nothing.

I take deep breathes to stop myself from crying. I shouldn't even have the feeling to cry, but Haz was... special.

Haz goes into the living room and flops onto the couch.

"Come on Siobhan, he won't be done on the phone until like tomorrow." Zayn nudges me.

We carry the plates to the sink and wash them up, I can't turn my head away from Haz.

He smiles as he keeps talking to probably his girlfriend on the other line.

I hide my depressed feelings and put a blank face on.

After Zayn and I finish the dishes I tell him I'm going upstairs. He nods and gives me a thumbs up.

I sprint up the stairs, two by two.

I open my door and shut it.

As I realize that I'm alone, I let myself loose. An ugly sound comes from my throat and I wanna punch something. Hot tears stream down my cheeks as I change into something more comfortable.

I walk to my bed and find the same shirt and boxers I wore the first night.

I remember that morning where Haz and I were so close, and his smell lingered around me.

Tears still fall off my face, but I don't swipe them away.

My vision blurs as I grab the oversized shirt and boxers and undress myself.

I fold my clothes and place them on the empty desk in the corner. I take deep breathes and calm myself, trying to get control.

I grab my phone off the desk and play my sleepy playlist.

I close my blinds, but before that, I open the window.

A cold draft slips in my room and I get goosebumps along my arms.

I take a big breath of the fresh air, then close the window.

I lay on top of my bed, and simply curl up in a ball. I don't want to sleep beneath the sheets, thinking it's too much of a struggle.

I hear Haz's laugh from down stairs and I cringe. I almost forgot about him and his girlfriend.

I squeeze my legs tighter to my chest with my arms, trying to keep myself together.

I lose control and I scream out. More tears fall onto the bed and I shut my eyes.

My heart constricts and my whole body shivers, freezing now.

Short, choppy breaths come out and I can't stop it.

I'm happy that if anyone was in here, they could not see me crying for it is dark as night in my room.

"Siobhan?"

That raspy voice calls out my name and I don't dare to look up; but I do.

I can't see his face, but his brown, curly hair is visible.

"What's wrong?" He coos to me, my body shuddering because it's cold.

Something snaps inside of me and I have that feeling of punching something again.

"You didn't tell me you had a girlfriend." I snap at him, wiping my tears away.

He seems startled by this and says, "I don't know what-"

I cut him off, too angry.

"So you are lying to me now?! You even said 'hey baby' right in front of me to her! Don't lie to me right now, okay Haz?!"

Now I'm standing with him, with my fists at my sides.

"Relax." He said with a threatening voice. But his voice rises, unable to keep it down.

"That wasn't my girlfriend on the phone! That was my niece! I always call her baby and I talked to her for along time because I haven't talked to her in two years cause she has cancer!"

I flinch at his commanding voice, but I don't step back.

We are now six inches apart, our breaths mixing.

"And don't call me a liar because I am not one!" He shoves me onto the bed and traps me as he comes on top.

Suddenly I feel his soft, smooth lips against mine. The anger is strong in the start but it subsides as we keep kissing.

His cold, metal piercing pushes against my skin, below my lips.

The angry kiss turns into a lust, passionate kiss.

We break to catch our breath but he says something before we can continue.

"And I-" His voice cracks and that catches my attention.

I look up to his face and see his green marvelous eyes, watery.

His hand goes to my cheek and stays there.

"And I fell in love with you since the first time we met, darling."

My heart beats fast and I lean in again to kiss him.

Our kiss is slower now and with more feeling. My hand is against his chest, feeling his heartbeat.

He lays down aside of me, but doesn't break the kiss.

I feel his tongue trace on my bottom lip, asking me for entrance. I shake my head, not allowing him.

He growls (very sexily) and slowly grinds on me.

I moan and that gave Haz the chance to enter his tongue in my mouth. The grinding stops and I whimper.

I separate from his mouth and bite his piercing. He pouts for me to stop but I comb my fingers in his hair.

I let go, lightly kissing his lips and back up to have some space.

I turn away and stretch my body, trying to act like what we just did was nothing.

But it was amazing and my heart can tell you that.

"Goodnight Sully."

"What?" I turn around to face him, but he's already looking at me.

"That's your nickname. Just like Bradford or Haz."

"Oh. Cool." I smile and close my eyes, exhausted.

I feel Harry's hand interlock with mine. His large fingers tied with my small ones, but it fits just like it was made perfectly.

"Goodnight Harry."

"Goodnight Siobhan."

I can hear the smile in his voice as he says 'goodnight'.

That night, I had a special, marvelous dream about Harry.