I told you I loved you a couple weeks ago.
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On a Thursday I asked what's wrong.
You said I'm your problem...I didn't understand.
I cried for two hours. My little sister came and laid with me because she could hear me crying. Just writing about this moment makes me want to cry right now but I won't because I have to be strong for myself. I thought you wanted me out of your life. I thought you were done with me. Then you told me how I was your problem. You said the 3 words that changed a lot for me. You said "I love you". My heart felt so full. But then it felt so empty. I know I shouldn't love you. And Hannah ask me if I think you like her. And I have to say yes. And then I also get to hear you guys talk on the phone when We're at each other's house. It hurts the most when Hannah walks away to talk to you. I just wish you were mine. I wish you fell for me first but you didn't. I wish a lot when it comes to you. Hannah and I had a talk the other night about her life. And she told me that she would die if she lost you and I can't do this to my friend but I am even when I know if she found out she would be heart broken.
But I'm heartbroken because your with her.....
