I want to die.
I have never felt that broken.
"You said you loved me." I whisper weakly.
"You should've never trusted me Sammy." Lucifer laughs.
He cuts me again. He enjoys to watch me be in this kind of pain. He enjoys to torture me. Physically and mentally.
"What did I do?" I'm crying. I really want to die.
"Oh you Sammy? Nothing, you didn't do anything wrong. It's just me. I'm the devil himself. Why don't I just do what I enjoy?" I scream harder when he pulls off my fingernail. I want to feel hate against him. I really want to start hating him. But I can't. It's impossible. I love him so much it's impossible to feel something negative about him. Even when he hurts me.
"I still love you..."
"Oh really...what about I make you hate me? Oh sorry! I remember I'm more important than anything. You love me more than anything" he laughs. It hurts so bad to hear it from him while being tortured by him. Fuck, I hate myself for loving him that much.
