Start Over

Lets Stay Outtah The Past

Lauren POV:
A Year Ago FLASHBACK\Dream

"Baby, go pick out an outfit. Ima be in the bathroom." Trey says and leaves me in Pink alone.

I breath and look for an outfit, when I hear a unfimillar voice call my name. I turn around and look at the exit. Its was some young darkskin with dreads and a couple sleeve tattoos. I just stare at him he comes in.

"Sir this store is for women only please exist." The store clerk says.

He does and I chuckle and walk out.

"Do I know you Mr.peeker?" I laugh.

"Ja...Jacquees from middle school." He laughs. "Hold up."

He pulled out his phone then showed me a picture. I smile at his geeky old self. God did his ass well. I hug him.

"How you been mà?" He says

(We from Atlanta, Georgia every dude called the girls mà its normal.)

"I've been good, got a lil one coming." I rub my belly.

"Awe, great well we should catch up just give me ya new number and I'll call you mà." He said handing me his phone.

I start to put it in till I see Trey coming I hurry and type 'help me' in the name box then my number. I hand it to him and smile as Trey wraps his arms around me.

"Wassup maine, you know my girl?" He asked putting his head in my neck.

"Yeah we used to go to school together, you must be a dude she was stingy." He laughs putting his phone in his back pocket without checking it.

I want to cry.

"Well we gone go we been here all day." Trey says.

"Ight ima see you mà nice meeting you???"

"Trey." He says walking away.

I can feel Jacquees eyes in the back of my head and Treys grip tighten on my waist. We get home, And as soon as we get in Trey slaps me to the floor and starts punching and kicking me  I crawl into a ball and cry, trying to protect the baby. I black out a couple of times as he kicks me in the stomach I see that light again but just as it gets brighter he stops then poors cold water on me.

I wake up in our bed naked and wet, Trey get on top me and plunges inside of me. I cry he punches me and I black out. I wake up when I feel hes giving me anal I cry harder he doing it raw and it hurts. He slaps my ass which used to turn me on but now its just painful.

"What's my name?" He whispers in my ear.

I cry, so he slaps harder.

"Daddy, big daddy." I cry harder I feel him nut in my ass. He gets up and I hear the shower turn on I run for my phone but I can't find it. I hear the shower go off....Then Trey comes out and runs to me with his fist...

End of FLASHBACK/Dream

I jump up out of breath and crawl out of bed and race to the restrooms and start pucking. Trey killed my baby. I try to cry silently but its hurts to much. August picks me and holds me whispering something I couldn't hear cause I was crying to hard.

He sings in my ear as I calm down. My breathing goes back to normal and I realize I probably look like shit and my breath probably smell like it too. I got up and looked in the mirror. My hair was messed up from both sleep an sex with August my mouth had dry drool on it and my eyes were puffy from crying.

"Baybeh?" He said a lil bit over a whisper.

I look at him through the mirror he look tired and barley awake.

"Its okay." I say turning on the water

I splash my face with warm water and wipe it then go lay back down with a fully awake August. He wraps his arms around me and lays me on his chest. We watch Friends till I doze off still in his arms.