are we in love?

Part 8

I've never hated someone like that before like he hurt my feels, no he didnt... He stabbed me right in the heart!

*resh! what happened* a message sent from Karen, when i think about it i cry, I tell Karen and im crying! Im fucking pathetic

*oh my god! I'm coming* Karen say..

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When Karen arrives my mom tell me

"Girl! What is the fuck please tell me thats not true" she say to me, i start crying again! My tears aren't getting any dryer! Like i cried for 2 days that too much! Karen hold me and hugs me.

"Karen, he is the most stupidest person I've ever saw!" I cry to her chest while she is trying to calm me!

"Yes he is! I cant believe he did that"

"Karen... I still love him" i cry harder than ever "but he is.."

"What!" Karen say... yes i still love him, i wish if he came after me, oh he cant of course! He really deserves that beat.

"What are you going to do by your life?" She asks

"Karen stop!"

"Really.. you said you love him what are you going to do? You supposed to see him everyday in school now!"

"I told my mom to change my school"

"Please come back to our school!" She say and there is a knock in the door, i hear my mother is saying "what are you doing!" In a seconds i found ashton in my door

"What the fuck are you doing here, get the fuck out i dont wanna see you again you dick!" I shout at him

"You heard her!" Karen say but he enters the room

"I cant fuckin handle it, look at me! Look what you did me!" I shout, at any moment i will cry, i try to hold on the tears, but no

"Resh! Im so sorry! I didn't know what i was doing that day" ashton explain but no! I'm not falling for him, he is trying to be pathetic but that's not working for me.

"Get out! Just get out i don't wanna see you again for the rest of my life"

"But-"

"No!" I cut him off

"Ok" then he get out

"Are you ok?" Karen asks me

"No" i answer, I've never expected ashton to do something like that, no one expected i gue-

My phone rings, Luke's name appears, i answer

"Hello resh what happened to you!!" I'm being pathetic really

"Hi, uh nothing" then Karen stares at me "I'm just not ok" i add i really have to get over ashton, he is just a little rock that i can kick it.

"Oh ok, I'm not going to push you, you can talk to me later if you wanted to" Luke says

"Ok, bye" i hang out

"Well i guess i have to go, are you going to be ok?" Karen gets up to leave

"Yes i will be trust me and thank you, for being always with me" i just cant live without this girl

"Im your best friend, any time" she smiles and get out

I need some sleep, i don't have to be crying over ashton.

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I feel better but not really good, I dont want to go to this school again I'm not getting out of this house until i move into new school

I check my phone i found a missed call and a message from Luke and Karen

*are you feeling better?* this was from Luke

*yes, i guess*

And the same thing from Karen, i go to the bathroom to have a shower. When i get out of the bathroom i found a new text from Luke

*do you want to go in a date* what!

*uh...* i send him I'm not really sure, i would cause it would make ma forget about ashton and i don't cause I'm not in the mood now

*it could make you better?* maybe

*i guess yes* i except

*ok :D i will out in your house at 8 pm* ..

*ok* i have like 10 hours and there is black under my eyes, crying because of that bitch! I'm not going like a zombie

I don't know what I'm going to wear, shit he didn't tell me we are we going, anyway i don't have but jeans and plain shirts

So that what I'll be wearing i guess, and i put little makeup and its 8 pm now i find luke is outside, he was wearing jeans and a shirt too, good

Wait what am i doing ... I'm not falling for him too.... I just got out with him so i cant forget ashton. Remembering him will make me cry.