are we in love?

Part 10

Resh's POV.

I hear footsteps, but i dont bother lifting my face up

"Resh.." Its a broken sound.. Ashton

I look at him, my eyes are full of tears, he comes closer and hug me very tight!

"Ashton"i hug him back, I'm crying into his shoulder, that what i needed from the start

"Resh im so stupid, really im sorry" he doesn't let me go, he is still hugging me, i dont want him to leave me no

"I know ashton, i know"

"I dont want to let you go" ashton say, i know i know all that but i cant admit it for you, i stay silent

"Are you going to stay like that?" I ask but i dont want him let me

"I would" he says, thats good, I'm not in my mind i guess, here i am crying in Ashton's lab, but he is everything to me!

Ashton's POV.

Oh my god, she in my lab, watching her sleeping is the best thing happened in my life, she is more than angel! I wasn't happier in my life more than now! I want her so bad, she is so beautiful, i would spend the rest of my life with her.

Our old memories in this place pops into my mind, we used to walk here always!

She shakes her head and opens her eyes, she smiles.. What! suddenly she got off me

"what the hell!" she shouts but she is not from an explaining from me cause she already remember everything so she leaves

"resh! wait" I call her and she stops, i dont know what i want to tell her

"shut up ashton just shut up" she says

"i will shut up if you dont love me!" i challenge her

Resh's POV.

oh my god

"yes i do love you!, i thought everything will be ok but i guess its not going as i want"

"give me a chance please, maybe i will give you a space" he begs

"i dont know" im confused

"please" i feel bad for him, ugh

"i will think about it" i say and walk away from him

im still thinking about yesterday, i would hug him everyday, I really hope this ends soon! but I guess it wont

when I arrive my house, I found a 'present' in front of the door

"hope you like it :) " its written in the present, who is that??, I will not find out until I open it, so I open the present.

"oh my god!" I drop the box in the floor! its my father pic. I already had enough! ashton, luke now my father! who the hell sent that, and what does he mean?!

I kept thinking about this mail all day, what if my dad sent this?? does he thinks that im going forgive him of what he did!

that horrible night, there was no problem between my parents, and we were living happily, until that day came.. when I went to my dad's office and he was cheating at my mom, then in the same day.. they divorced...

I didn't thought he would be that kind of people, cause he was always reminding my mom that he love her.

that's probably was something normal for some families but not me, I think there is another reason that they divorced but my mom wouldn't admit.

when my mom suddenly come to my room and find that in my hand, she got insane, then she locked herself in the room, she is probably loved him as I love ashton.

I decided to do a risk and knocked the door of her room

"mother?" I call her behind the door

"yes honey?"

"can I come in??" I ask her

"a moment" then she opens the door

"I want to ask you about my father, I know how you feel about him.. and I guess its the time to tell you everything and let you know that I know how you feel right now" im really nervous