At my worst

Hologram

Tyla

"Hayden?" I say, walking into his house.

"Kitchen!" He yells. I walk over, hugging and kissing him.

"I missed you." I giggle.

"I missed you too, princess." He chuckles.

"I um... they told me the sex." I smile.

"And?" He says, kissing me.

"You're dream came true, twins. Two boys." I mumble. He picks me up and hugs me, smiling wide.

"I'm really going to be a dad... I'm gonna have 2 baby boys." He whispers. I nod and smile, hugging him. He sets me on my feet, kissing my belly.

"Hayden, you're going to make me cry." I say.

"Hey baby boys, I'm you're daddy. The beautiful and amazing person carrying you two, that's you're mommy. Your uncles and us can't wait to meet you guys, we're so excited." He says, kissing my stomach again. Tears fall down my cheeks and I cover my mouth, smiling wide.

"Hayden..." I say softly, wiping my eyes. He stands back up, kissing my lips.

"I love you so much, baby girl. I'm trying to be a better man, I'm trying to make myself better so our boys will have a good role model." He says softly.

"Hayden, babe, you're amazing as you are. Don't change yourself, please. I mean... I'd life for you to give up smoking but that's it, I wouldn't want you any other way." I tell him.

"Are you sure, baby?" He whispers. I nod and giggle, kissing his cheek.

"I'm positive." I whisper. He kisses my lips, smiling.

"Want to go over to Dave's and tell the guys?" He asks. I nod and smile, kissing his lips again. He smiles and walks me out to his car, driving to Dave's.

"Guess whoooooo!" I yell as I walk in. Dave slides in, because he's got wood floors and he's wearing socks.

"Yo yo yo!" He laughs.

"Is everybody here?" I ask, hugging him.

"Yeah, we're in the living room." He smiles. I kick my shoes off and walk to the living room, laying on the couch across Taddie and Andy.

"How's it going with the baby? They ask. I rest my head on Hayden's thigh, smiling.

"Well um, I found out the sex today." I say.

"Well?" Andy says.

"Tell usssss!" Brandon says.

"They're male." I tell them.

"Sick! Wait..." Dave says.

"They're?! You're having twins?!" Taddie gasps.

"Yep, two little boys. They're gonna have the best uncles." I giggle.

"I call babysitting!" Andy laughs. Him and dad are on good terms now, which makes me happy.

"Alright." Hayden laughs. Dave and Taddie look at each other, then at me.

"We uh, we have something to say too." Dave says. Him and Taddie get up, taking each other's hands.

"We're a thing, and we have been for almost six months." Taddie says. I squeak happily, all the guys clapping.

"Damn, that takes balls to say. I'm happy for you guys." Andy says.

"I fuckin knew you guys were gay!" Brandon laughs, causing them to laugh.

"Well hey, now we can all go on a date." Tree says. I laugh softly, smiling and kissing him. Dave and Taddie kiss, causing all of us to jokingly yell "eeeeeew".  We all just hang out, me and Taddie laying on the couch with our heads resting on our partner's thigh.

"So, do you guys have any names picked?" Andy asks.

"Hayden doesn't like them, but I like Adrien James and Jacob Alexander." I say.

"Those sound great, Jacob would match with me." Taddie laughs. I shake my head.

"I think we should go with Johnny for one, solely because Crown The Empire." Hayden smirks.

"Jonathan Alexander... I could live with it." I smile. 

"And Dante Andrew." He tells me.

"Fineeeee." I sigh.

"Hey I got my name in there too!" Andy claps. I giggle and shake my head.

~♡~

It's like... 12 in the morning and I'm having one of my mood swings.

"H-hayden..." I cry, curling up against him.

"Babygirl what's the matter?" He asks sleepily, turning over and pulling me close.

"P-promise you won't leave? A-and promise you won't go on tour while I'm pregnant o-or just after the boys are born? I can't do it without you, please don't leave me." I cry.

"Princess, hey, I'm not going anywhere. I love you, I love these boys. I'm not going to leave you behind or go on tour. We need a break anyway." He tells me. I sniffle and nod, feeling his thumb wipe away my tears. He kisses me softly, smiling.

"I-I'm sorry." I mumble.

"No don't be sorry, princess. You've got no reason to be." He whispers. I shrug and snuggle close, him rubbing my stomach. I kiss him softly, my hand on his cheek. He smiles, biting my lip softly. He slips his tongue into my mouth, moving so he's slightly above me. I tangle my fingers in his hair, smiling softly.

"I love you, Hayden. I'm sorry about my mood swings.." I blush.

"Baby it's perfectly fine." He says with a slight laugh. I nod and snuggle close, smiling as I feel them kick.