ROAD OF HEART 2

MAKING IT RIGHT

"Hi to... it's who?"
"You can call me Watson"
"Ooh! Long time, how have you been?"

Honestly speaking that came out as a surprise. I never thought she would even care of how I have been.
Her name is Samantha. I usually look at her and I feel like shedding tears. Am evil yes but she never deserve all of it. She deserved someone better, normal girl life and by now she could be so far and I mean it so far.

Have always had excuses to avoid been judged because of what I did, actually I usually get away with it not ones or twice but many times but this one, I don't have an excuse.

"Have been ok, what about you?" I was so hopping that I get a positive answer.
"I have been ok Watson" that came out quit well.
"Where are you nowadays?"
"Am usually in Smag" was that a trick? Thought getting that information would cost me so much effort.
"Wow! That's great, am in Tyne, how about we meet we grab a coffee as we talk?"
"Well I don't mind as long as it's on Saturday" she replied with a smiling face.

If he isn't good enough for you tell him and drop him, been played hurts. Yes I was a good player but rule number one drop her before you are dropped .That was so easy, after what happened and not talking for almost one and a half years, it didn't sound right to me. Not I was good to her that's why I doubted her, I doubted her because i believe in revenge and not 'slap me on right I turn on left'. On my spectaculation, I expected her to be brutal to me and not even want to talk to me but here she want to meet me.

Guess this was my chance to understand what really happened and making it right with the facts I was having about Salma. I doubted if this was real but still was looking on what to wear on Saturday.

Sometimes love comes around and it knocks u down, but if the person cared enough for you he might not give you back the heart he or she took but at least he or she will hold you and help you get back on your two feet.

That idea of an Ex is An Ex and will never be a friend? I call it a trash. At least I needed her in my life for one reason or another even if as not my soul mate but I didn't do that, my pride couldn't allow me, my name and status was more important than her, my dance life ruined her normal life.

Yes its 'ROAD OF HEART' and about me and Wety I made it clear no one should judge me, but on this one if you wont judge me then you can't differentiate between right or wrong. I know she might be reading this or not, am not that sure. But if she is then this is I what I wanna say to her. Never meant to hurt you or change you in anyway, it just happened and have said sorry more than enough time but no matter how many time I say 'honey' its sweetness will never be felt by my tongue.

My black fitting jeans, white 'under armor' shirt, black cap and black Versace shoes. I was looking dope and couldn't wait to meet Samantha after all these years.

As I was driving to Tyne to meet Samantha everything I did to her ran inside my mind. I tried to stop it but the more I accelerated my new model Toyota Celica the more memories came inside my mind. This is how it happened...

So little for the start but so much you need to know about samantha.
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