If you need advice or help (SLOW EDITS!)

1. Suicide

what I think:

             No matter what I know girls and guys go through this and it will be apart of their and our lives forever. Bulling is there main reason for suicide. I HATE that. and I have thought about killing myself . but that's not what I'm here  to talk about .

I think suicide is terrible I don't think you should end your life the human body is so precious . may sound harsh but I think girls who post on social media websites about how all they can think about is a blade running through their skin I think these girls are craving for attention. you don't have to agree with me but I believe YOU are strong enough to fight through those suicidal thoughts .

    As hard as you think it is you can get through it I promise.

             I have thought about killing myself also. I was at a dark place in my life my parents wouldn't stop fighting I faked a smile at school. School was the worst I had a guy who sexually harassed and sexually touched me . he would repeatedly do that and I hated it . I was at my lowest point in life I was miserable. all I thought about was just ending it until I told myself why end it when you can change a couple of peoples minds and help them . and it finally clicked and now I am here.

Advice:

    

    If your thinking or have thought about suicide please read this part.

I know your struggling with something in your like that makes you want to kill yourself. But why kill yourself when you have so much to look forward to . like marriage LOVE prom children college losing ur v card (depends on age ) . I am there to tell you that tomorrow will be better then today. instead of thinking of who won't miss you, think of the people who will. I guarantee there are a lot more who want you here , then in heaven . and a couple of popular girls or boys that tell you to end it ,are a worthless piece of sh.t .my favourite quote is

            " those who make you feel lower ,there not above you they are below you praying to be where your at."

and I think once you read a couple of times you will look at suicide differently and if it doesn't o well all I can so is try try try . so I hope by letting you know your not worthless not fat not anything that they have told you. I hope it helped.  there just jealous and I thing there sooner you come to realize that that better you'll think of your tom. and you future!

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thank you for reading there first chapter it means a lot comment " ily " if this helped you or a friend thank you

xx -Lani :-)

p.s I'm writing on a tablet so its really hard to type so their are LOADS of spelling and grammer and punctuation mistakes .....