fighting for Life

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I've always dreamed to be an actress or a singer or someone famous and special...
but life never gave me what I or my family wanted, but they're happy for the way they reached this point, they're happy for the time they spent with someone they love...but...how everybody says...time is precious...

I've always thought if my parents are happy with what they got, I mean...marriage, kids, work, work, work...did you ever asked your mom
" mom? How was your life before me? Before marriage and my siblings?"

If yes, she could have said:
" I was young and happy and beautiful, but my life couldn't be perfect without you"

But have you ever though about her life without you? She could have enjoyed her life for other 15 years or more! but she gave them away...for you...and that's really, really difficult.

She could do anything she ever wanted...visit Mont Everest, eat African food, travel, be in a band or a gang... she had her life! Why would she just through it away? I don't know, you don't know...but maybe it's because...she didn't want to live a life alone.

My mom always said:
" time is precious"

I never understood why, if we have 80-90 years to live, why is time precious? I never understood that sentence till one day that changed something inside me:

I was 6 years old when my aunt died, I was very close to her, she was for me everything, she was my 2. mom, it was then when I understood the meaning of the sentence
" time is precious" but I thought of a better sentence, that gave more sense:
" LIFE is precious" because not everybody can have a LIFE of what he dreamed of, we don't decide how our life starts or ends, we decide how we're going to live it, for this we don't have time to stop ourselves, we must continue and try, try, try...but NEVER! Never try to repair someone else problems, because it can kill you...in the real meaning.

We decide if we're going to live our life with our family, alone, with friends, with animals or things but people forget about the most important thing in life...LIFE...

We are busy to study and work! But when are we going to live our lives if we study 25 years and work other 25-35 years? This is not life! This is prison and a big stupid plan! We can't be the dolls in the doll house! Nobody can play with OUR lives, chose which way are you going to choose, and choose wisely...because nobody will help you out...

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