fighting for Life

#11

We were walking to the direction of my house, talking, I was scared to say something bad, I was ready to tell him next to my house.

" why did you wanted to talk to me?"
He Asked.

I looked at him and started to laugh.

" what's wrong?" He asked.

" so,from when you got to know that Tress has " cancer" you are just with her" I said smiling( sarcastic?)

" I love her" he said and I thought that my heart was gonna fall down.

" you do?"

" yeah! You thought no?"

" you leaved her, dude" I said angry.

" and that's not your problem what I'm I gonna do with her or without her"

I go very, very angry!

" CAN YOU STOP?!" I stopped to walk and shouted.

" what's your problem?" He asked calm.

" you're joking? She told Maggie's father about Layla!" I shouted.

" please, why would she do that? Like, she's not a kid"

" Maggie's father beat Maggie so hard that she can't feel half of face!"

" that's her problem, not my"
he said, I slapped him and said:

" try to control that stupid b*tch!!"

Then he looked at me angry and gave me a strong slap, I fall down.

Then a taxi stopped, a man came out, it was George.

" George?" I asked, he looked at me, fastly turned and started to beat Lucas so hard that I thought he'll kill him,
I started to scream on George to stop, I was crying, the taxi man came out and stopped George and took Lucas to the hospital.

George saw me cry and took me home.

" why? Why did you hurt him so hard?!" I said screaming on him with all my voice while mom was coming downstairs to hug him.

" what are you talking about?" Asked mom.

George wanted to come closer, but I started to shout and ran to my room and locked myself in.

I ran to the bed and started to cry.

Water some minutes of crying, someone started to knok on my door.

" I'm sorry, but he hurt you" said George.

I turned and whispered.
   " your a monster!"

" what?" He asked.

I came to the door and started to shout:   " go away! Leave me alone you monster!"

And started to cry.

" I came for you" he said.

" if you love us so much, we did you live us? We couldn't you be with us and have a normal life?"

" I needed to know who I'm I, it was the best thing to do"

Then I whispered again:
   " your not my brother"

And he went away.

Fast after I've got a phone call from Saby.

Me* What's up Saby?
Saby* your brother almost killed mine!
Me* I'm sorry
Saby* your a monster! YOU told Meggie's father, you monster!
Me* no, I didn't!
Saby* don't call me again!

Off phone call

I was very sad and angry.
Now I was at the beginning.

* no brother
* no friends
* no life

But I was ready to
fight for life.

What did Grace mean about the sentence I WAS READY TO FIGHT FOR LIFE? FIND OUT IN #12