You're hurting her ▷ Stydia

Chapter two:

When I get home I close and lock the door behind me. What I did at practice really managed to piss of Jackson. And I'm already regretting it, I always let him play with me like a doll. He tells me he loves me, and that I'm the most beautiful girl in the entire world but I know that's not true. I see the way he looks at all the other girls at our school. It wouldn't surprise me if he's slept with one of them before.

There's a loud thud banging against my door. "Hello?" I yell out. But only more knocking. "Jackson? Is that you?" I continue to stutter as I carefully walk towards the door. But my fears and the seeping rush of adrenaline faded away as I heard a familiar voice."It's Allison" I hear. "Oh thank god" I whisper to myself while trodding over to the door. As soon as I flung it open I saw a very angry and upset Allison standing there with her arms crossed.

"What happened today? Lydia why did you completely ditch me?!" She yells in annoyance. I grab her forearm and pull her inside. I then lock the door and pull her upstairs into my bedroom. "Lydia, are you okay?" She asks as I start pacing around the room. "It's Jackson-" I mumble, I'm surprised she even understood what I said. "Why? What's wrong with Jackson?" Allison asks I'm confusion. "I did something, at practice. Something small but big in his eyes." I continue to pace around the room like a phycopathic maniac who's trying to plot someone's death or something.

"What do you mean Lydia, I'm just so confused" bugs Allison. I stop pacing and I look at her. "He isn't like how he used to be, he's scary Allison. If I do something that offends him in any way he'll yell at me. Then we fight for days, he gets with some other girl, then tells me the same thing over and over again. That I'm the only girl he could really ever love. And I usually believe him. And it just happens over and over again. And I'm scared" I dead-panned. "Hey Lydia" Allison stands up and wraps her arms around my shoulders. "It's all going to be okay, I promise you that." She comports me.
"Thank you Alli" I say pulling away from the hug. "Now are you going to just stand there and comfort me or are you going to stay over tonight?" I smirk. She nods "hell yeah"

The next morning I wake up and see Allison my (almost new best friend) sleeping next to me. Surprisingly she looks really beautiful when she sleeps. Obviously I'm not a lesbian or anything, but even I don't look that good as soon as I wake up. I see her eyes flutter open and she faces me. "Hey Lydia" she smiles. "Hey, let's get ready for school" I smile.

We both jump out of bed and get ready, last night we had to stop off at allisons place so she could pick up a few things to stay at my house, obviously at first we had to convince her mom and dad to let her stay on a school night, but eventually they cracked. We went down stairs to have some breakfast when I saw another note from my mom sitting on the kitchen counter. 'Won't be home till late, love you!' I sit the note down and frown. Allison opens up my cupboard to see if there is any good food to eat. Eventually we decide to have an egg because I wanted to watch my weight.

In the car drive to school Allison asked me a question, "hey what are you going to say to jackson? You can't just avoid him all day Lydia"
"Yes I can Allison, im not going through his bullshit today okay?" I remark. "Have you ever considered breaking up with him?" She asks. Honestly I have a few times, but the whole idea of dating the captain of the lacrosse team always seemed to overpower the Hatrid I have for Jackson that sits in the back of my head. I want to end things with Jackson. "Yes, but I'm also afraid of what he might do" I turn to Allison. A look of sympathy showed across her face. "Lydia from what I know of you so far, you're strong and independent. Just stand up to that dick" she smiles. I couldn't help but giggle.

Thankfully when we got to school I didn't see Jackson until after first period when he walked up to me, he grabbed my forearm, tightly and pulled me towards him. "What do you want?" I ask. "Lydia just come with me" he growled and pulled me towards the boys lockeroom. "What are we doing in here Jackson?" I ask. "Lydia, you really offended me at practice yesterday" he sighed. "Yeah, I know Jackson and I'm really sorry-"
"But you're not, Lydia what are you going to do? Huh? Break up with me? Nobody breaks up with me!" He screams in my face, pushing me into a locker. I flinch and try to look away. "Look at me!" He yells, I stare into his deep dark eyes as he squeezes my arm even tighter, digging his nails into my arm.

"You're hurting me!" I scream. He let's go. "I'm sorry, that really wasn't my intention" he says sarcastically. "Jackson I'm breaking up with you!" I scream. "No you're not!" He yells pushing me back against the locker, arms on top of my shoulders. I can't help but start crying. He comes closer and my sobs just grow louder, he whispers in my ear. "Because if you do, I will hurt you Lydia" he smirks. "Oh, and don't tell anyone about this or I will hurt you and make you suffer" he let's go of me and walks out of the lockeroom like nothing just happened. I stand there in complete and utter confusion.

He's never done this before, sure he's yelled at me, but never once has he even come close to hurting me, it's like it's not even him. Like he's feeling a void. I look at my teacher standing in front of the class, Jackson sat next to me with a smile on his face jackass, and Allison sat next to me on the other side. "Hey, you okay?" Allison whispers in my direction. I turn to Jackson and he just shakes his head. I turn back. "Yeah I'm fine" lying is hard, sometimes more than others. But I have no idea how I am going to get myself out of this mess.

In chemistry we are told to find lab partners, unfortunately Allison wasn't in my class but Jackson was. I look everywhere to try and find a partner that's not Jackson, but all I can find are the two boys from lacrosse. I look between the two, to see who I should pick to be my lab partner, and I had to pick fast. The person I didn't choose would have to become jacksons partner so obviously I would want the person who looked the strongest to be his partner to put him in his place, if he tried to anything..

I rush over to the kid with a buzz cut. "Hey you're my partner now" I say and grab his arm. He looks at his old partner and walks along with me. We sit down at our station and Jackson is obviously angry that he was paired with someone other than me. "Uh hey Lydia" the buzcut boy says. "Hi" I look at him while biting a bit of my pen. "I'm stiles, I don't know if you know me but-" I stop listening to stiles and start focusing on Jackson and Stiles' friend bickering with eachother. "-hang out sometime?" Stiles continues, I feel kind of bad because I wasn't listening, what if he was trying to tell me something important? "I'm sorry, I didn't hear anything you just said, is it worth repeating?" I ask. He shakes his head and continues his labwork.