Jumin and My MC

Part 55

Jumin's point of view

I look at my phone in disbelief. She actually hung up on me! Dammit. This is going to be so hard. Last night was absolutely amazing. I know I gave in to her and I know that if I don't leave now it's going to happen again. If it happens she is going to get pregnant and I just can't go through that again.

I know she wants children. I do too, but the pain of loosing one is too great. I know I'm being a coward by leaving. I just don't know how to tell her that I don't want to try again. I get out of the car and head up to the apartment.

I walk in the door and she is calmly sitting at the breakfast bar drinking coffee. I walk over to her aching to hold her in my arms and comfort her. I stand there looking at her and she doesn't respond. Uh I sigh. Can you please come into the bedroom and give me the silent treatment there. I need to talk to you but I also need to pack I ask her.

She grabs her coffee and walks to our room. She goes in and sits in the chair from last night. She crosses her legs and just looks at me blankly. Fuck, this isn't good. I walk over to the closet and grab my suitcase. I know your mad at me and I understand. I will be back in time for your appointment Monday I promise her.

I finish putting my clothes in the suit case and turn to look at her. She is playing with the cup in her hands. I walk over to her and kneel in front of her. I can't leave her like this. MC, I know your mad, but I didn't do this on purpose. I'm not leaving because of last night. You gave me such a beautiful gift. You gave me your undying trust. You trusted me not to hurt you, you trusted me to take care of you, you trusted me to love you. Those are such wonderful gifts to have given me. MC can you please say something? Anything I quietly beg her.

She finally looks up at me with tears in her eyes. Do you really mean all that she asks me quietly. Of course I do, I tell her brushing her tears from her eyes. I love you MC, with every thing I have in me. My heart and soul is in your hands. My gift to you is trusting them to you. I trust you to protect them I tell her honestly. She slowly leans forward and wraps her arms around me. I love you Jumin. Thank you. Have a safe trip she tells me holding back more tears. I hug her back and kiss her softly on her lips. I love you too I say grabbing my luggage. I walk out of our bedroom and leave.