Jumin and My MC

Part 61

Jumin's point of view

Yes it is she tells me. A child wouldn't change our lifestyle. We could easily hire a nanny to watch the baby while we went out. We could even hire a live-in nanny. That is just an excuse she tells me with tears runni g down her face. I go over to her and try to take her into my arms, but she pulls away.

No you wanted to talk let's talk she tells me angerly. MC I swear that's not why I don't want kids. It has nothing to do with that. I just don't want them any more I tell her. Can you please just say it out loud. You don't want kids with me she tells me looking me in the eyes. Dammit that's not what I said! I yell back at her. I want to be with you. I just don't fucking want to go through that again. Never again do I want to see you go through that. It killed me. I can't see you hurt again. I can't see you go through that pain! I won't. I'm sorry but no I shout at her.

She flinches at my tone. Fine I'm done she tells me getting up and walking into our room. Fuck what just happened? I knew she would be hurt and mad but I didn't think she would believe that it was her fault. It's not her it's me. How the hell am I going to fix this?

I go and pour myself a stiff drink. I throw the drink back and my phone rings. I look at it and it's Jaehee. Ms Kang this isn't a good time I tell her. I understand Mr Han, but it's an emergency. Someone made a mistake and the major account holder is on his way for an appointment she tells me. Where is my father I ask her. France she tells me. I close my eyes. Fine I'll change and be on my way I tell her. There's clothes here you must hurry please she begs me. Fine I'll be right there I tell her hanging up.

Shit this isn't going to help at all. I go down the hall and knock on the closed door. What she asks. I'm needed at the office I tell her. Of course you are she says. Jaehee just called me I try to explain. Good bye she tells me angrily. Goodbye. I love you I tell her. I get no response. I head out the door and go to the office.