Blood And Tears (AJ X Abused! Reader)

The Tough Choice Of Explanation

Y/N's POV:
Ok so i'm about to tell AJ about the ex thing. I'm actually really nervous about what he'll say but i'm sure that his response will be positive like usual....right? I walked up to him, with fear laced in my eyes. We sat down as I began to retell the story of how this story began. "We're back,revamped" is what he'd always say. Everyone who was there,broken and scared,knew that the madness never ends. Everything was normal until he said "We're not alone,this time we've brought some friends" This meant that we had no doors,no hope so basically we were doomed but you keep coming back. You kept trying and trying to save me but failed every time."But if this is what you want" he would say,I always wanted to fight back but with my life on the line I couldn't risk it."Then you can be just like us" Another line that I hate. "I'll never be like you! You stupid demon!" I would always argue back in my head knowing that he can't hear my thoughts. I always thought of what they were thinking but never went into deep thought because I didn't want to shed more blood and tears. "It's what were made to do" they say,I always thought that they were animatronics purely because they said that but that was a very bad theory."You act like were to blame" I always disagreed to this. They're doing this to me and millions of poor unfortunate souls that are fellow fans of Natewantstobattle,Matpat and more. "You wear a mask to hide yourself" I always had a mask on,I was forced to wear a mask. I was the "Masquerade beauty" of all of the victims. I was his favorite,the one who had the most pain and the highest amount of blood and tears shed. When it really makes us the same and they knew this but denied it. They teased us with freedom,they teased us with death. It started with a couple hours but it's feeling like days and they told us that they'll leave you mangled and winding away.
AJ's POV:
I didn't expect this at all. She lied about her YouTube career so she could hide this. That was what Miss Bird was hiding from me and Peter. Now I understand why she broke into tears while we were recording blood and tears. If only I knew from the start....