Baby I Love You But I Cant Show It Yet

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AJ's POV:
This isn't possible,do I? No it doesn't make sense but I have a crush on Y/N! I must tell her! But how? I know a letter! Hmm lets see oh here we go! Hello Y/N, there's something I want to tell you. There's no need to be shy because of what i'm going to say. But on another note just stay calm and please don't go. It's not like me to say this but i'm feeling lonely so lets spend the night together even holding hands if you'd like. I know that this might sound weird but I've changed slightly for you. We can dance,we can sing together and we can roam the halls with no one watching. Most people think of when they see you is a painting in gray but I don't see that. I see a hidden side of you that looks like me but you shimmer and sparkle in the night. So you can be that painting in gray but baby there's no need to hide tonight 'cause inside we're alike. But sometimes everything turns to darkness and when the lights go out my only dreams are to have us be together for forever everywhere we go. So I promise you baby that there's nothing to fear 'cause baby i'm here and you ought to know that i'm here for you till the end.
I just want to tell you that baby I love you so much that I would die for you. Because you're so fine and I just want you to be mine. Baby I love you and I hope that you love me too. I love you 'cause you're all mine,all mine,all mine. This is a wish that I hope will be true but I want no more shyness and depression coming from the girl I love. Please understand that i'm through with banging on a closing door and I just want to see you shine and glisten in the light. I've played the game and got hurt before so please just help me out by becoming the true love that I see and each time I've swore I needed you beside me but you weren't there to help me. But I realized that I would never trust my heart again but could it be that you could fix a broken freak like me and put my heart together to find true love. 'Cause baby I don't wanna be alone I wanna be with you,holding hands becoming a small family. There is light in our hearts representing our love and both of us have known that playing hard to get just ain't our style but we've developed our own ways of finding love even if they backfire. So I just want you to love me sweetly because you complete me and I can't get enough of you,you're everywhere I go. And baby I've said that you're in my head,sending me love so I can live on.
And nobody sees,Through your eyes more than me.Your voice when you're near,Drowns out all that I hear.I'm head over heels,For your inhuman squeals.There's no other way,All I know is to say that Baby I love you. AJ

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