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  okay so you don't have to read this one I'm just going to say a bunch of stuff like my life suck and all that jazz because this year is just being stupid  and im all depressed so its not papyrus its like my life this week but in story form

    i sat there texting avery crying looking at the note it read

       Dear,chirsten
   i love you and your the greatest girlfriend a guy could ever have but this relationships​ is sadly going nowhere
  yes i just broke up with you but i would like to be friends

         YES         NO
 
  i circled no with the pencil i had doing my homework, crumbled it up in anger , then threw it on the floor screaming no, i really thought he loved me why would he do this, the relationship was clearly going somewhere, at least that's what i thought i also thought we might have had a future but i guess not i loved him and sadly i still do i layed on my white bed and cried myself to sleep thinking ~how could i have fell for him, i knew that it would happen sooner or later i just lied to myself until i actually believed it~
   i woke up the next morning with puffy, bloodshot eyes from my crying i walked in the bathroom slouching with my head turned toward the floor i cleaned my newly Pierced  ears and washed my face I shivered as the cold water touched my skin. i yawned as i put mascara on and ran upstairs to put my black hoodie,back and white leggings, and black hightops in a hurry so i could get to school early
     i walked in and smelt the aroma of sausage biscuits. i would usually eat breakfast but of course i didn't feel like it today i mean im not going to hold a grudge on him for too long but i will for at least a week or two because he didn't even have the balls to do it in person it doesn't even hurt that much anymore it just hit me when i read the note
   "oh hey chirsten!" said avery breaking me from my thoughts
"o-oh.....hey avery" i said with a fake smile
"girl what's wrong?"
"n-nate...dumped me"
her eyes widened and she turned and ran towards nate with an angry expression i quickly grabbed her arm holding her back
  "no chirsten let me kill him!"
"avery as much as i want you to kill him, not at school i just want to sit in a different spot away from him"
"ugh, okay"
we sat on the other side with some of our other friends but ashley sat still by nate i felt angry why is she not over here i thought a lot of stuff but then when the bell rung and we all started towards class she ran up to me
  "oh i didn't even know that  you were here" she seemed happier than usual but i didnt think much of it we went through all our classes and it sucked because i don't have any classes with any of my friends but at least we have band together

                                                                                               time skip to band

        i ran towards the band door with avery and Ashley laughing, we got our instruments and started to play i sat between ashley and nate sat at ashleys side  we had fun laughing at  mr.Halls jokes (our band teacher)
at the end of class ashley called me over
"hey whatcha want women?" i asked ashley
"chirsten dont get mad but.... im dating nate"
" oh good for you, im not mad at all" i said turning around tears feeling my eyes how could she betray me like this and nate didnt dump me because the relationship was going nowhere he dumped me for ashley i ran to the bathroom and talked to my reflection
"its okay just one more class then you can go home and eat your feelings while listening​ to sad music"
i breathed in and out.....okay i can do this few i went to my last period and tried to block out any human interactions
the bell rang and i ran towards the door out of school and went to my moms car out of breath
...i made it then i did as i said in the bathroom i decided to watch one of my favorite netflix series "The 100" to get my mind off of nate and ashley (you need to watch it!) after i watched a couple episodes i texted erin my best friend and she gave me a lot of good advise she the best i hope i could be as nice and caring as her one day i looked at the time holy crap its 1:26am !! holy fart i turned off the light, put my labtop on charge, and fell asleep

  the next few days was literal hell but now me and ashley are friends again even if i get kinda mad when nates around :[)

   850 words ;)
by the way a perfect song to go with this story is "better in time by:Leona Lewis" but it wouldn't let me add it so i put a drawing

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