Missing You › kim mingyu

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||Three Months Later||

It's been three months since you and Mingyu broke up. You still watch Seventeen's videos but your attention was only in other members and not him. Well, your attention was always on Seungkwan and Dokyeom because they are funny that made you laugh. You didn't care about him but you still love him and just setting aside your feelings for him.

Your friends, Tzuyu and Mark, were always making an appointment for your blind date. You can't find a person to make you happy so you gave up with it. You just set it aside and besides new life, new beginning, and a new chapter.
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You went to your school with your bestfriends and after classes you would separate. While walking to who knows where, you accidentally bumped into someone.

"Oh! I'm sorry," you apologized.

"It's okay," he smiled and you looked up at the person you bumped into and saw:

"Hoshi?" he got shocked when you said his name.

"You know me?"

"Yes—" you cut yourself off because you can't say that Mingyu was your ex, "I always watch your videos."

"Oh, so your a Carat?"

"Yeah," you smiled.

"How about I bring you to our dorm?" he politely asked.

"Is it okay?"

"Yeah, don't worry, they are all kind," he genuinely smiled.

So you followed him. While walking, you two talked to each other about random things. He was a cheerful person than what you thought. He was really kind like what he does in their other videos. You like his attitude then suddenly, you remember Mingyu, the person who broke your heart.

"You okay?" He asked.

"Yeah," I managed to show him a smile. Later, you are now outside of their dorm.

"We're already here," he smiled and took a hold your arm.

As you two entered the dorm, you saw 11 boys suddenly stopped doing their business to look at you both. You were getting paranoid, but at the same time, also fangirling in the inside.

"Annyeonghaseyo, we are Seventeen," they all said in unison while smiling.

"H-Hello," you smiled shyly.

Oh, and let's point out that Mingyu didn't recognize you at all.

"I'm Kim (Y/N), the sister of Kim Namjoon," you bowed and Mingyu's eyes suddenly went wide.

"Nice meeting you, you're kinda cute," Scoups confessed and that made you blush.

"Hyung, she's a Carat also," Hoshi pointed out.

"Jinjja?" Jeonghan wanted to make sure so you nodded.

"So, who's your bias?" Mingyu asked which made you stare at him so you acted innocently like you two didn't have a past.

"My bias is..." you stopped then all of them stared at you intensely, "[insert your bias from Seventeen except for Mingyu]," you smiled.

"Oh, I thought it was me," Mingyu smirked then you rolled your eyes.

"Let's play Frying Pan!!" Seungkwan suddenly suggested and you all agreed to it.

"Since (Y/N) is new, let's start from her," Jun said.

"Deal!" Vernon agreed also the others.

And then the games started with you. You want to call on Mingyu but his name won't come out from your mouth. So you ended up saying, "Minghao, 5."

"Minghao, Minghao, Minghao, Minghao, Minghao. Jeonghan, 10"

"Jeonghan, Jeonghan, Jeonghan, Jeonghan, Jeonghan, Jeonghan, Jeonghan, Jeonghan, Jeonghan, Jeonghan. Joshua, 3"

"Joshua, Joshua, Joshua. Woozi, 4"

And the game continued on and on.

||Timeskip||

After playing, you felt so tired then all of a sudden, Mingyu pulled you into a room. He locked the door knob and closed the windows along with the curtains (Don't get  a dirty mind😂|Editor: what.). You were just on the bed.......sitting with Mingyu (😂). The both of you were just quiet until he broke the silence.

"(Y/N), I apologize for breaking your heart. I didn't mean to do that to you," he looked at the ground and you suddenly sighed.

"What do you mean you didn't mean to? You know, you just left me with a memory that created a wound on my heart. I tried to recover from those painful words that came out from your mouth.

Yet the pain still remains here, deep inside of my heart. I don't know when I will recover because it hurts so much.

The words you said that time keeps on repeating in my mind, endlessly. Remember the time when you said 'I'm sick and tired of this relationship'?

I didn't know what to do that time, so I just cried there when you left me. To be honest, I want to kill myself but I don't want my loved ones to get hurt just because they lost someone who suddenly got broken.

And I want to go drinking by myself but I still remember you saying that 'it's dangerous out there. They might steal something important from you, so just stay here'. I still think of you no matter what happens.

I really want to forget you but I just can't," you said while your tears were rolling down on your cheeks and you started crying.

"Mianhe, I still love you and I really miss you. I know it was a mistake of mine for doing that to you. But now, I regret losing someone important to me," he sighed.

"Then, why did you have to do that to me?!" you suddenly bolted from anger which startled him.

"Because..." he looked at you.

"Because what?!"
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"...I needed to protect you."
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To be continued......

A/N:
Thank you, thank you! Thank you for reading this. Sorry for this chapter. I didn't mean to write a part that will make you have a dirty mind. Hahahahaha, I already told my friend(the editorog my stories) about that she stopped me once but still I continued it. Hahahahahahaha, I'm such a bad author as always. Ok, hopefully you like my story. Love you all!!

January. 14, 2017