My Addiction Is You Part 2

Why?

Juju's POV:

I had decided to get up because Jordan called and maybe we could hang out today. "Babe where you going?" Torri's voice sent shivers down my spine, it was just so sensual and playful. "Ah. I'm goin' ova ta Jordan's house. You rememba him? Dats my second best friend. Ion got nothing ta do today. So I thought I could slide through real quick." I was out of bed, and I had showered and dressed in some Versace briefs, and black sports bra, some brown baggy cargo shorts and and black socks with my black Jordan's and black turtle neck short sleeve. I had my studs in and had to put back on my eyebrow piercing and nose piercing. The whole time Torri was looking at me. "Watchu starin' at, gorgeous?" My eyes studied her beauty. She was just so... Elegant in a way. I mean shit, I have never wanted something so bad. Even though I got her, I don't know what to do with that piece of art. Just looking at her turns a nigga on. "I'm looking at you, boo. You're just... Something. You're just gorgeous. Always have been since we met. I lo-" before Torri could continue her sentence, Destiny popped her head into my room and smiled "Wussup wussup, best friend? Guess what? We got a job ta do later on tonight. And Jordan jus call'd me boutchu. Told me ta tell you ta hurry up. Cuz he ain't waitin' all day." Ugh, damn can they be patient? I do have a girl.. I think. I mean technically she is mine because we never officially broke up. (If you don't break up or nothing, you're still together. Just like if you are married but separated and don't got a divorce finalized yet, you're still married til it is finalized.) "Ard, damn. His rude ass. Well baby girl, I gotta go. Seems like I'm bein' rush'd ta get goin'. I-" I ain't even get the 'love you' out when Destiny grabbed me by the arm, forcing me up and pulled me out the room away from a confused and lonely looking Torri. "Damn at least you coulda let me finish you jack ass." Like for real. "Bitch, we don't got time. C'mon. We'll take my car. You takin' too long. It's gon be a thousand years later befo' you e'em get us ta Jordan's place." Destiny was agitated for some reason and wanted me to speed things up. Well, too bad bitch because I ain't Time. I can't stop myself and rewind or fast forward. The fuck? "If I was an octopus I could buh I ain't so suck my imaginary left nut and swallow my kids." Was my response. She just shook her head and threw me in her car before hopping in and starting it up. While I adjusted myself and put on my seat belt, I was drifting into my own thoughts. Low key, I've always been fascinated with shemales or transgenders and hermorphadites. I've always wanted a penis and even discussed it with Torri once upon a time. But she denied me the pleasure of trying because she told me don't. Said it was not a good idea. She told me of a time that a girl did it, and her dick fell off. Even wondered how the girl took a piss after that. Chuckling to myself, I shook my head softly side to side remembering that day. She always made me laugh or smile in the end, when we were teenagers. 'Young and reckless teenagers....' I was still finding myself and my place in the world. It wasn't very easy to know yourself or love yourself when you always felt bothered that you can't conform with others. But I learned from Torri to love myself whether I had flaws or not. Loving myself was important so I could love another and still have enough love for me only. That's why I was so naive and nice to many people back then. But I was still from the hood so I didn't mind busting a bitch up or body bagging a nigga. The whole time I was thinking, I didn't even realize we were on the road. I was too consumed into my thoughts....

"We're here best friend." Destiny was so hyped for no reason. "Best friend?" She snapped her fingers in front of my face til I blinked and looked at her, irritated "What!?" Shit, making me mad snapping at me and shit like I'm a damn dog. "We're here... Damn..." She muttered and got out the car, seemingly upset that I got irritated. "I'm sorry man... I was jus thinkin'. And ion like bein' distract'd from my thought process. Buh anyways let's jus go in." I ain't mean to yell, but sometimes I get pissed easily so this was my way of apologizing. Destiny nodded and I got out the car, shutting the door on the way up Jordan's door steps. I had to admit though.. His house was nice. It looked like a cozy condo. And I wouldn't of mind staying here for a few days. He's doing good for himself, I see...