My Addiction Is You Part 2

Long Road To Hopelessness

Juju's POV:

Damn... How the fuck did I let this happen?

They were safe in the house not too long ago. Only an hour ago. And here I am, in my own crib, seething because I can't find them or think of where they are.

I'm so petrified that something bad has happened to Nala, Prynce and Torri.... Nah, they may not be my real kids by birth but every since Torri told me the situation, I've been trying to show a fatherly attitude to those two children. But it's not like I don't want kids of my own.... Just not out my pussy. Hell no.

And Torri crazy ass probably got hurt worse, if the person who took her, hurt her because of her mouth. She just always been a fire head, like me, stubborn as hell if she wanna be. And I ain't saying it's a bad thing but it sure enough ain't good in these type of dilemmas... Damn, I feel like I'm in a movie....  Why this nigga want me out of all people? What is it I did to him? Yeah, I killed Diamond, but she tried to kill us all and her gang shot Mariah... And for THAT, I can NEVER forgive her even in death.... But you know what? I'll kill anyone who rides for her. So he's going to get what's coming to him...

Believe that..

"Hello? Jurnee? Are you still here?" I blinked, looking around until I remembered I was on the phone with someone. "Yeah... Yeah... I'm still here. If I wasn't I wouldn't be on da phone idiot. Now, I'm not afraid ta get my hands dirty. And I need as much info on dis person dat call'd me as possible. If you can go ova ta Torri's place, and get some handprints or DNA onna item he touch'd or whateva, then give me a call back once you identify him." My voice came out deep in anger and frustration. I still don't fucking understand how I could be so careless and think Diamond didn't have any siblings or homies who ride for her. I should've been more careful that day we met again face to face 3 years back. Now, Torri is in trouble, hurt somewhere, maybe and her kids are missing....

"Right right... You sure you wanna do this Jurnee? I mean, there's another way to go about this instead of killing him once I identify and locate him for you...." The voice on the other line hissed in a unhappy tone. My guess, is she isn't happy about having to get into my mess again but I need her. She's the only bitch that will help me find them... Besides... Torri can't have gotten far from where she was last at... Y'all know she won't like to run. (It's true, she never likes to run unless she really has to, like me.)

"I'm pretty fuckin' sure. Make it happen man. And make it quick. Ion want any delays. Da soona, da betta. Ard?" Irritation made me sound very bitter towards her, but I ain't really care because she was agitating me. I know what the fuck I'm doing. She just gon have to trust me. 'As if she can... You're reckless..' I know I am, damn even my own mind be disrespecting me... Can't nobody respect my gangster.

"Alright, if you say so... But Jurnee?" She said pulling me back into reality. "Yeah... Lexis?" I couldn't stand when she does this.. I could feel the sensitive sadness in her voice when she told me "I miss you... So much... I miss you a lot... We used to kick it, remember? You and I had a thing going before you got with her... And before I lost your number... I just wasn't exactly into girls yet... Besides, you-" I got pissed off immediately and barked a sharp tone at her "Listen, Lexis.. You and I were neva goin' ta work out.. And you knew dat. You fool'd me mo than once ma. Buh dat was befo I found my lil' Chunky Monkey. At least she ain't use me fa sex, or try ta then dump me in front of my whole school. You made a fool outta me. So cut da bullshit and get ta work befo I not pay yo ass fa shit." And before she could reply to me, I hung up in her face..

Now, before y'all accuse me.. Lexis and I were old time friends from the past. I mean in 2013 and mid 2014 up until October 12th. That's when I lost contact with her and met Torri. But by the end of December going on 2015, I found her again and we got to talking again (nothing sexual or nothing. Just friendly conversations) and she'd ask me was I dating anyone, and I'd say yes and tell her about her.. But she just started flirting with me the cuter I got, so I stopped texting her. But back in 2013, she supposedly thought she was bisexual.. And was going through a "phase" while I was certainly bisexual and... (Embarrassing truth) I... Begged her to date me or at least try... So she agreed FINALLY...