This is Edd's PoV
With a sigh I walked along the street, dimly lit with street lamps. The puddles below splashed my shoes and trousers occasionally, with the rain hitting against my head.
I can't feel anything.
It didn't even bother me that the air was ice cold. As I made my way along the street the rain picked up its falling pace.
Everything I know goes away in the end.
My gaze rested upon the window of a shop, which gave me a reflection of myself. Even staring at myself made me remember how much of a failure of a friend i am. I've met Matt down. I've let Tom down. But most of all, I let him down.
Nothing is meaningful anymore.
I am the reason he left.
I wasn't good enough.
I am a mistake.
And I can't change.
A/N: How's this? I think I'll actually not delete this story-- Sorry for it being short right now--- But just so you know, the Edd in this blames himself for Tord leaving in the first place, and for him betraying them.
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TordEdd // Change
FanfictionEdd blames himself for everything, and thinks he can't change. Tord blames himself for everything, and knows he can't change. Warning: Angst, Self harm, depression and Alcohol use.
