Tords PoV//
Everything is a mess. It wasn't supposed to come to anything like this. I didn't mean it. I swear I didn't mean it. All of these thoughts ran through my head as I sat in bed, staring at the damp ceiling.
It's all my fault.
I'm a worthless piece of shit.I got up and paced around my room. It was filled with lots of crap.
Nobody loves me.
I'm just wasting space.I give up. I can't. I just need to...
The knife is in the corner if you need it.
My eyes drifted to the corner, then to my arm.
In situations like this, I know what to do.A/N: I'm sorry this is progressing so slowly-- I just love writing like this :') hh- Also the song at the top just perfectly resembles this-- hhhhhh-
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TordEdd // Change
FanfictionEdd blames himself for everything, and thinks he can't change. Tord blames himself for everything, and knows he can't change. Warning: Angst, Self harm, depression and Alcohol use.